DO NOT DEFINE ME.
Friday, June 19, 2009
WEEK 5 DAY 32its been 5week ... ...
last sat justin gave me a soft toy.
den during work ah dee go kidnap my pooh ..
will upload de kidnap piicx soon . haha ...
last few days had some big quarrels n arguements wif baby.
things are changing . things are diff ..
ii got to adapt.
ii got to get use to it ..
ii got to change tgt wif de changings ...
ii got to let go (?)
nth can be better den meeting my baby ..
but she's been real tired ..
really dun wan her worry ..
really wan her well ..
really wanna be by her side oways ..
how ii wiish ii can share her pains .
her tiredness ..
her sorrows ...
her troubles ....
bt sometimes feel like thr are smth tat she din tok to me abt ..
feel like thr are things she is hiding frm me ..
ii guess iim tiinkiing too muchh ..
ii guess iim goiing crazy ..
these few days are really hell to me ..
ytd when things are getting better btwn us ,
we quarrel agn ..
oh mosses god ..
when can we ever stop quarrel ..
ii really dun wan any unhappiness btwn us lerhhs ..
iim so scared tat ue will leave me agn ..
iim so scared ue will feeling fade agn ..
iim so scared ue dun wan me anymore ..
iim so scared ue dun love me whole heartily lerhhs ..
thr are times we make mistakes b4 ..
and thr are times we learn frm our mistakes too ..
ii lost ue once n ii learn my mistake lerhhs .
ii will not repeat my mistake agn ..
ue are wat ii wan now ..
ii have fallen too deep for ue ..
ii noe ii hav hurt ue b4 .
mayb its my retribution tat things turn out tis way bahhs ..
ii only got myself to blame ..
or mayb one day ii will change my mind agn ..
ii really duno ..
wateva happens ...
just let fate decide bahhs ..
ii shall let nature take its course ..
iiloveuebaby.
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