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Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

since 29May'09

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Sunday, May 31, 2009
baby go iin camp today lerhhs.
damn she bu de derhhs.
actually wana cry derhhs .
but this few weeks cried too much n make baby worried lerhhs.
so today cant cry.

smiling n laughing n playing away wif baby.
den baby very idiot luhhs.
ask me why today ii so happy nv cry derhhs.
say she wan me cry . crazy de luhhs she =.=''

anyway today ii can hold back my tears .
a job well done *CLAPSCLAPS*
5days later den can see baby luhhs.
you will seeing me everyday say miss her .
haha lolx.

ii really miss my baby ;x
wo ai ni ...

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Thursday, May 28, 2009
Some Piix ii've Edit Ytd ^^


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taggs repliies ~!

Belle - yoyo darling ^^

Mr Haha - thnx so much for ur concern *SMILES*

Geo - haha. LINKED ~

HuiMin - yoyo !!! ^^

Jane - ii miiss ue too gal. Do Meet up soon ohhs *MISSES*

Twinniie - haha. whr got tian mi ohs . she oso not by my side . tian mi by myself only. lolx
haha . anw . how ya ohhs ^^ must tc ohhs

Liting - Yuppx. meet up real real soon yea ^^

Xue - haha. its ok. & thnx for ur compli ^^ ohhs ... LINKED ~

Valynn - ii MISS you so so much baby. few more hrs to go ohhs . *KISSES*

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WEEK 2 DAY 8
baby coming home today ^^

today wake up bodyache.
lucky din go sch.
but ii cant study !!!
mayb rest a while more den go study le.
now damn hungry de.
nth to eat at hm.
den ii cant go out.
once ii move ii can feel de pain.
hao tong ahhs . haiishhx.
ii hate PRCS !!! idiot DR ONG .
whye hav NAFA test right b4 Olevel exams derhhs.
idiot luhhs . make me so tired n so pain . how to study siia.
ARGH~!

anw.
baby coming home later.
she sure can make my day better de.
i count on baby le ohhs ^^
cant wait to see baby ^^
MUACKX ~!

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my DIY top. A dress to a top ^^



Ad for Yeo's Green Tea ^^



*SLURPSLURP*

















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WEEK 2 DAY 7
these few days no update cos no mood to.

day 4.
quarrelled wif baby.
all's well now.

day 5.
4gotten wat happen.
haha lolx.

day 6.
baby able to book out awhile to get some clothes.
meet her for an hr plus only.
miiss her so much ;x

day 7.
today NAFA test.

Sit&Reach : 37cm
Pull up (hate most) : 6 pulls.
Shuttle Run ( fav ) : 10.81 sec
Standing board jump : 162cm
Sit up : 33 times

think cant get gold.
sadded. n de sit up got side effect.
make my stomach pain now.
siians .. anw tmr can rest.

not goiin sch tmr.
dun wana get my disgrace report
n to skip de Use Your Hands Campian.
iim not goin to waste my time to do de campian lehhs.
rather use de time to do my chinese.
1st June Olevel Chi exam lerhhs.
hav to do alot of practice .
really hope ii can make it .

tmr night can see baby lerhhs.
so happy . really not use to not having baby arnd ohhs.
hmm.

iloveyou.

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Friday, May 22, 2009
DAY 3
baby booking out in a few hrs time^^
*期待着*

today sch quite slack.
first period free.
den eng n maths lessons pass quite fast.
just tat was feeling very hungry cant wait for recess.
so yink tt time pass quite slow.
haha.

after recess got 2 free period.
was trying my best to slp bt cant.
1st. too hot.
2nd. too cold.

today no self-study period.
tink bcos exm over so no self-study bahhs.
so end sch at 12.30pm^^
so happy. hahas.

rch home dun feel too well.
eat med den fall asleep lerhhs.
tiink bcos of ytd running bahhs.
stamina good oso no use.
body so weak.
haiishx.

just receive a msg frm baby.
baby mayb late for few hrs.
saded.





ii really miss ue alot.

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Thursday, May 21, 2009
DAY 2
baby not by my side for 2days ler ;x

ii miiss my baby so much.
today P.E got 2.4km run.
im got de 2nd place among de gals.
so happy ^^
surprised tat i still hav de stamina ohhs ((:
bt ii run until my lungs gonna burst out lidat.
hao xinku ohhs.
den walk to bus stop damn slow de.
n my bag feels 2x heavier den b4.

finally rch home.
watch tv den play game.
was on de phone wif baby.
baby sound quite happy in thr.
im glad. relieved.
but ii guess its very tiring in thr too.
cant make baby more tired by making her worry
or 烦 baby.

duno why hear baby de voice ii will feel sad.
mayb miiss baby too much ler bahhs.
really miiss her badly.
baby nv leave my side for so long b4 de lorhhs ;x
somemore so far away wor.
nxt week start only can see her twice a week lerhhs.
jux think of it will make me upset n wana cry.
gonna get use to it.
ii must . if not only will make baby worry de.
haiishhx.
ii really love her ;x



baby.
ii will wait for ue de.
ii really will.
ii wun break my promise agn lerhhs .
ii love ue.

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
DAY 1
today baby start her 6mth police acadamy camp lerhhs.

although she still can come back on weekends laas.
bt things are not de same wif out her arnd.
in her camp she cant charge her phone.
one batt how to last for 5days ohhs.
hao xiiang nii ohhs ;x

suddenly feel so lonely.
hao ji mo.

but ii sure ii can overcoe it de.
for my baby , im gonna overcome anything,
n iim gonna study hard n get good results.
but ii only can try my very best.
ii dun hav much confidence but wif determination ii can do it de.
Kyo must jiiayou ohhs!!!





ii love ue.

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
FRI - Sun Went to JB wif baby tgt wif cat&her bf , ken.

de start of de journey is not too well.
actaully is quite ok de . den me n baby quarrel. again.
den de idiot cat forgot bring her passport.
she need got back home to take =.=''
suppose to take a 2pm train den end up taking de 6plus de.
waiting at bedok lib for her for 2hr lidat . haiishhx.

rch train station slack arnd while waiting for train.
when board de train we cant find seats.
in de end find some seats but very smelly.
train-sick.

we suppose to dropped off at Danga City Mall station
but as we hav no seats ler so dropp at JB station.
den we went arnd finding cheap hotels. but mostly is malays de.
we dun like. de good ones are so ex.

end up decide cab to danga mall.
n we got 'eaten' by de malay taxi driver.
if ue wan noe how they eat us , drop me a msg,
lazy type out haha.
hmm advice : try to take a chinese taxi driver cab instead.

at de mall , we ask de info counter if any hotels is nearby.
thr was one but niid arnd 20mins walk.
but de hotel is nt too bad .
if chinese hotel n de price is kinda cheap n de place is clean ^^
ask me for more info if ya wana me to intro
be glad to help ((:

after refreshing ourself at de hotel ,
we went for supper.
ii ate 2plates of nasi lemak . nice niice ^^
n de store owner is so kind n frenly too ((:
loves loves. at least out first night is a nice one ^^

after supper we went back hotel slp slp ((:
de nxt day went for breakfast in de hotel .
toasted bread n milk de . rating so so bahhs .

after breakfast wait for cat&ken prepare.
which took them 2hr++ . super long luhhs .
lucky got channel 8 to watch for entertainment ^^

den we went to city square shop shop
their things is ex luhhs.
after tat went for lunch.
den went to find another mall to shop.
baby intro 'The Store' at Da Feng.
the things were not so ex.
bought undergarments n very ex top.
de top is 96ringgit wor. U.P is 119 de den got disc ^^
love my woolly top ((:

arnd 3plus 4 cat &ken say they niid go back spore ler
as cat got tuition at 7pm
so off they go.
den me n baby 'er ren shi jie' lerhh^^
after they go off we continue walk walk awhile.
den we saw some promo for feet massage n shoulder massage.
1hr 30mins arnd 60ringgit only wor.
inside is so grand luhhs . got 2story de ohhs.
n while they massage our leg , we still can watch movie/shows ohhs^^
cool right ? n baby so clever.
baby dun wan guys to help us shoulder massage so requested for gals to help us.
so we are able to go up de 2nd story n end up having a full body massage wor !!!
haha . although quite pain . hmm ii mean very pain
but quite worthwhile de ^^

after massge we went to Da Ma market to hav dinner.
baby get to eat her chilli crab n ii just eat veggy n egg ((:
after dinner went walk walk again den ii saw comic store.
went in to buy a set of comic books.
den befriended de store owner n his gal - fren.
they are so nice n frenly luhhs.
chit chatted wif them awhile n before we go off ,
they invited us to a movie. 'Angels & Demons '
which spore haven out yet de ^^
de show is kinda of a christian show yea ?
haha but its nice .very de nice . highly recommended ^^
after movie we went for supper.
eat lok lok damn yummy de ((:
thiink iim getting fatter ler ;x

after supper de gal - fren n de store owner send us back to out hotel.
so kind sweet of her ^^
anw , rch hotel n sweet dreams . dead tired .. .. ..
but had a really fun time ^^

in de morn my baby is such a dear.
she went out in de morn while i still slpin to buy breakfast for me.
de breakfast was send to out room.
first time had breakfast in bed de.
baby iis so sweet luhhs . ii so touched .
feel so happy n xiin fu luhhs .
baby ii love ue !!! ^^

after breakfast baby went back to slp again while i watch tv.
ii watch till very engrose luhhs .
morn show oso quite nice de ^^
channel 8 de hmm...
engrose till we are late for de check out time.
hahahhaha ((:

after tat we take our heavy luggage n took a cab to holiday plaza
to buy de things tat we hv yet to buy.
at thr ii finally bought my desired com games ^^
baby bought her wanted toy n we bought lots n lots n lots of tibits to spore too.
had mac for lunch. so cheap ohhs . of cos . we iin msia wat.
everything half price . haha .

hm after everything bought , we left only 37ringgit.
total we spent arnd 800plus ringgit ler wor.
we crazy right ? haha.
anw we cab to de train station arnd 3plus 4 bahhs.
at de station den know tat de nxt train is at 7pm =.=''
we dun hav anymore cash to go anywhr so stay at station slpp n slack .
so bored luhhs .
but got baby by my side ii anywhr also happy ^^

when finally de train come we still hav to climb over head bridge
wif our heavy luggage to de other side in order to board de train.
so tired luhhs . so in de train find a seat n went to slp nearly right away.
haha . when finally rch spore we cab to my hux rest.
n baby staying for de night too ^^
ii jus love to slp wif my baby by her side oways ((:
we willnt ever be tired of each other de.
we can everyday meet 24/7 n not sick of one another.
not now not ever. right baby ?
haha . muackx . ii love ue baby. truly.




Happy Holiday ~ ^^

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
monday 11.05.09 is my happiiest day iin year 2009.
me n my baby's 6th Mth Anniiversary^^

baby stayed ovr de day b4.
so on our 6th mnth when we wake up can see each other^^
den go out at 12nn lidat.

when rch tamp 1, baby ask me waiit for her at a place.
when she return, she gave me a bunch of 6 rose + 6 mini EEYORE!!!
tat iis so SWEET of baby isnt it ?
at 1st tot it was just a normal bunch of flowers
but it is a really lovely surprise when ii saw my fav eeyores.
thnx my darling baby . ya de sweetest ^^
hmm den we went to watch ' The Ramen Girl' .
damn niice derhhs.
after show we go eat ramen !!! haha ^^
suppose to eat steak today derhhs ,
iin de end end up eatiing ramen bcos of de show.
haha funny . but still enjoy iit alot alot ((:

den we on our way to marina square.
on de way kiinda hav a quarrel.
bcos of someone. ( sry. bt ii cant help it )
as we are still early for 'my surprise' ,
we went to eat swensen for ice cream !!!
yumyum yummy !!!
haha n guess wat ?
at swensen ii suddenly know wat my surprise is lerhhs.
ii diin really go thiink wat is it .
it jux pop out of my head. haha .
iin de end baby got no choice but to admit tat
we are going to SINGAPORE FLYER !!!

ii cant believe tat my baby actually went to book online
for de tickets . baby is so awesome is she not ? haha .
n we rch thr an hr earlier for our appointed time
so we walk arnd n saw fish spa !!!
thr's a promo for fish spa n leg massage
n since we nth to do baby treat me for de promo.
haha !!! de fish spa iis very fun luhs.
veryy tickle-ly n vibrate-ly. haha.
at first ii dun dare put iin my leg den baby wana force my leg in.
den iin de end iis baby kiip dun dare put iin her leg
when my leg ordy iin for 5mins. haha !!! funny luhhs.

after de fish spa n massage thingy we went for de ride ((:
n we hav de whole bunk to ourself luhhs.
damn cool derhhs ^^
took alot of piicxpiicx n de viiew iis so lovely !!!
n when we rch de peak of de flyer,
ii got another surprise !!!
baby got out our couple ring !!!
awww ... ii reall cant describle my happiiness luhhs.
tiis iis de fiirst tiime ii gotten so many lovely surprises
n iim really really touched.

thnx baby. really thnx much for everytiing.
iim truly sry for de past tat ii had hurt ue
n ii now fiinally noe wat ii wan iis YOU.
ii love ue baby.

after de ride we shuttle bus back to city hall den mrt back tamp.
buy our supper frm pasamalam den bus home.
meet audrey to study chem awhile.
but iim too tiired to get anyting iin my head so went back home slpp.
*yawn* ...

nxt day wake up for exam.
cook breakfast for baby ((:
den baby peii me go bus stop waiit for bus ((:
baby will be at my hux waiit for me come home ^^
feel so xiin fu now ^^
baby baby ii love ue !!!

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Saturday, May 2, 2009


still cudnt slp.
someone pls help?
guess ya slpin soundly ler bahs.
really got the urge to msg you.
but i have to restain myself.
its hard.
but i will try my very best.
i really miss you.
but....







ily

oways

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went for a walk just now.

saw smth i shld.

den ii went bang bang.

now tinking back.

feeling so silly.

so crazy.

after my craziness.

think thru alot of things.

realise my fault.

n happy to say.

im enlighten today,

but wif some 'dai jia'

cos got biig bumbum ;x

haha.

after my walk.

wif out knowing,

when ii heard cars passes.

ii kiip goin to de window,

wif hope tat ya be back.

but oways went back to my bed wif disapointment.

guess everything is gone tis time.

n iim about to start anew ^^

wishing upon the stars.

whr's my guardian star.

are you leaving me too?

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