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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Tue 29-o7-o8

today ii so guaii ohh . nv slp iin class . muahaha .
but a bad morn today . knn dad scold miie for duno wat tiing .
oso nv go hear . wiish he jux go n die . wateva . hmm .
today dnt 3period den after tat break ler so total 4periods at
lib use com play . haha . so shiiok . xD
haha . after sch supposed to hav eng remediial but alot of ppl
nope goiiin so ii might as well dun go . learn frm boiiboii de . haha.



hmm . today iis de 2nd tym boii say wan cook maggiie for miie but
iin de end nv . lets see de 3rd will mahhx . haah. hmm . he say
tmr morn make breakfast for miie . see will he reali can get up mahhx .
wo shii mu yii daii bahhx. xD
haha . today went to hiis hux actuali wan print tiing n do hmwk iin de end
go slp agaiin . fiinali can fall aslp but not a good slp . tat stupid dream is still
hauntiing miie . arghhx ! . sorry boii . ii duno tat ii pushed u away .
was really scared . sorry . really sorry . T.T
n thnx boii . for everytiing u diid for miie . really appreciate it .
ii duno how to go on lerhhx .
so.
bye.






















make up ur miind pls . ya makiing miie confused . haiishx . T.T

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Monday, July 28, 2008
Mon 28-o7-o8

Today lesson was boriing . after sch went to coral sec weariing theiir unii
to fetch my meii . haha . meet weiiweii outsiide de sch den he briing miie
iin to fiind agnes . meii was at de chem lab doiin mock exam den tat stupid
zhu tou study iin tat sch for 3years plus ler stil duno whr de chem lab iis den
kip walking iin ciircles lor . den weather so hot oso . make miie sweat . haha .
aniiway iin de end found agnes liiao den walk to iinterchange wiif her .
peii her waiit for her bus den go weiiweii hux . he say wan treat miie lunch
at elias but shun biian go hiis hux take cigg first den end up not goiin eliias ler.
abiit lazy den he say cook maggiie for miie =.=''
rch hiis hux he say he go bathe fiirst den ii bath . say ii chou chou cos ii sweat '.'
haha . bath hao ler den wan go slp but haiir wet wet cant slp . dou shi ta de cuo .
ask miie wash my haiir den cannot slp . haha . den he help miie dry my haiir den
say my haiir got dandruff den help miie take out . muahahahhaa . my 'nan yong'.
after tat go eat bread wiif luncheon meat . he lazy cook maggiie -.-
haha . den diidii giiv miie mediiciine eat den go slp . haiir abiit dryer ler . keex .
was verii tiired but duno why cant slp . diidii help miie diig my ear oso . hhaha
fiirst tym ppl help miie clean my ear besiides my mum . feel so priincess today.
haha . really thnx alot to ah gong ohh . now ii noe another siide of u ler .
hhaha . so funny . after arnd 6plus 7 ii tiink . hiis mum and bro come back .
hiis bro reaction was funniishly cute when see mie . ahhaha . xD
well . ate diinner at hiis hux den went home at 8pm . comfiirm 8pm cos we fiiniish
watching de 'xiin hua duo duo kaii' den go off de . ahhaha .
actuali was supposed to go chalet fiind ahgal dey all de den end up goiin home .

today was really fun ^^D






stupiid iidiot boii . nxt tym dun get close wiif u ler larhhx . make my miind confused . u so so so bad .
num9:ihateyou. bleahx.why nv put 28. hahahahahhaha . haiishx . can my miind stop tinkiing for a moment .
idiot. sii zhu. feii zhu . da zhu tou!!!!!!!! BENdanZHU!!!!!

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Sunday, July 27, 2008
today went out wiif yan ying iin de afternoon .
ii wear so black today like goin songka. haha .
hmm . we went eat sushi den go bugis buy tiing
den went back pasir ris . meet gal after tat at ehub .
surprise to see 'him' thr oso . dotx .
well . get to noe another new fren . Venetiia ^^
haha . hmm . arnd 7pm hav to go meet agnes at fiirst de.
but change to 8 cos dey say wan go eat diinner 1st .
den ok lor . den after tat say go ah barn hux take tiing .
ok . den take ler still niid waiit for damiien . ok .
den he come ler still duno niidda waiit for wat den ii reali
dulan den go meet agnes by myself . ii jux dun lyk to kiip
ppl waiitiing de . tats my character n ii oso dun lyk ppl
to kiip miie waiitiing =.=''
den went home -


Sat 26-o7-o8

ytd went changi hospital wiif damiien john n mike pa.
louise duno for wat reason stab himself den end up iin hospital.
dotx . was at de hospital waiitiing till duno wat tym den
dey cab to damiien hux . at de swiimming pool thr slack till
ii fall aslp . got mosquito bite miie everywhr but dey all so lucky
dun hav de . so unfaiir . den iin de morniing wake up late for sch.
take bus wiif john till my sch thr . haiix . den iin sch acciidentally
knock my face on de edge of de wall . damn paiin lehx . so suay .
but iin class ii verii nottii . diin tiie haiir . diin wear uniiform
( ii wear my jersey . haha ) den iin class msg n call . haha .
den after tat meet gal n barn n pa at whiite sands eat breakfast .
umaii n miie walk to whiite sands . duno why she wana walk when we
both hav bus concession . haha . aniiwae ii dun miind walking so ok .
haha . den after eat breakfast ler ii ask my dad briing miie go
mediiacrop cos ii duno how to go . at thr meet de diirector den
go to a lowdown sch to film de show 'diing dang shen tan' .
ii oso duno wat isit about . hhaha . was abit siian but quite iinterestiing .
lazy continue den end here bahx . tata .



Fri 25-o7-o8

after sch went to meet agnes .
haha . ii jux love her . she noe ii hungry den
at home make some bread n biiscuits for miie to eat .
haha . thnx so much my gal . hmm . den after tat she
wan miie choose my bdae present den ii dun wan .
den she say she save money verii long ler den wan buy
present for miie de . ii kiip reject den she wana cry lidat ler.
haha . she oso wann make miie cry lar . say until so tounching
lidat . den finali ii choose sometiing . haha . really luv tiis siis alot .
haha . den after tat we go fiind a place sit n chat chat den until
arnd 6.30 we went our seperate ways . she go home hav tuition,
ii went bugis for interview . intro by ah gal . haha .
den go home bath n change clothes, pack my tiings .
tonniing toniite . haha -

Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Mon 21.07-08

nth much . was tiired iin sch.
diin slp well . lack of slp . haha .
panda eyes was obvious .
after sch go hm pack my room.
mum was angry wif my room .
haha . too messy .
tats all .

Tues 22-07-08

after sch meet ah gal
say got wat taiji . afraid tat she got iin trouble
agn dn went down see wat happen .
den noe tat iis a prii6 gal got trouble .
she onlii go thr join de fun . dotx .
haha . alot of beng n lian . but most of them go thr
see show . mata came 2 times . 1st tym ii wasnt thr .
2nd tym dey come we hide at ah barn blk .
dotx . abit lame . den when mata was thr .
beng n lian all go buy ice cream . haha cos got one ice cream
van thr den all go buy .well most of them bahhx .
haha . ii bought two aniwae . haha .yum yum .
den after everytiing settle ler go ehub .
father fetch miie hm after tat .


Wed 23-07-08

ah gal ask miie go fiind her after sch .
got chiinese 'n' lvl oral today .
while waiting to be tested , alvin tay n shan huai
play wiif de com wires den makiing jokes . first tym
during oral can play so much . haha . so funny .
after tat meet ah gal at tamp mall . den after awhile
meet her bf n damien mike n louise . hmm .
eat diinner thr den gal n bf went hm .
de other 3 send miie home den after awhile
come down peii them slack . bought my bro along .
he was damn funny . haha .
den go hm slp . tata .

Sat 19-o7-08

was supposed to go mtahx remedial at 8 but end up
not goiin . was too tiired . den start work at 11am. work was ok
Tc n Yp came to help miie look after de cart for swhile to giiv miie a break .
thnx guys . hmm . aniiwae . at nite damien n frenx come fiind miie ask
miie wana go watch movie after work mahx den ii say ok bahx .
siince they treatiing . ahhaa . hmm . watch dark knight at 2.50am
de earlier timing was alll booked . so bo biian ler .
after work slack arnd downtown den go watch movie .
slept half way thru de show . was reali tiired .
moviie end arnd 5plus .
den cab home . rch hux arnd 5.45am .
wake up at 6.10am for modeling .
niidda rch modeling centre at 6.40am. siianx . haiishx .

Sun 20-07-08

rch centre at 6.50am .
dad send miie to de centre .
de make up artist help miie make up ler den
traiiner , candy , racheal n miie cab to sentosa
de fees traiiner pay . haha . dn rch sentosa waiit for everyone
to be present . 8 models plus miie . n 24 photographers .
1 model got 3 photographers . at fiirst was quite scary den duno how
to pose but after awhile can catch de technic den noe how to pose
more natural lerhhx . learn quite alot of tiings . de day was quite
fruitful . de seniors are helpful n everybody was patiient wiif miie .
as ii was de onlii begiinner model thr . de other 7 models are all
experienced de . aniiwae . really enjoyed myself . de shots end arnd
12plus den cab back to centre den frm centre bus back hm .
traiiner giiv miie money cab back but ii keep de money instead n bus back hm .
haha . hmm . den meet twiinnie after tat .
was supposed to meet twiinnie only den last miin ah gal oso wana meet.
den meet at west plaza . ah barn denniis pang meng damiien was thr .
haha . dotx .

to cut short . we went to ehub eat choco fudge den cab to plaza sing .
go daiso buy over 20bucks de tingy den cab to bukit panjang .
actuali wana take mrt but we train till toa payoh den decide tat late ler,
beta take cab so cab agn . rch bukit panjang twiinniie go say hi to fren
den chat chat abit den go eat kfc . surprisingly met wan yu jiie . haha .

den cab home cos abit late ler wan go home earlier . so total we cab 3 times aday .
so geng rite . haha . dun feel lyk carry on so ... tata .

last frii . 18-07-08
was supposed to go suntec buy my tiings wiif wan yu jiie
but iin de end she say she hav to go for some mtach tiingy iin sch
den cant make it . well . den nbm .
siince later at in de eveniing still hav to go for work at ehub.
actualii ii dun wana work de but someone was siick so ii hav to take
over her . haishhx .
den ah gal call miie when ii rch hm say wana meet her at ehub mahhx
cos she say miiss miie watsoeva. n siince ii be workiing thr lata so ii
go fiind her . but tat idiot gal diin tell miie tat shawn will be thr n gona
beat hiim . ask so manii ppl come down beat hiim nv iinform miie .
den ii still innocent duno wats goiin on . aiiya .
hmm . ii jux cut de story short bahhx . lazy type so long .
hmm . get to know quite a few new frenx on tat day .
`cynthia
`peiqi
`damien
`dennis
`mike
`johnathon
`ah barn
`louise

haha . den go work at 6pm. tata.