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Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

since 29May'09

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Friday, September 5, 2008
Frii 05-09-08

went out wiif barney(:

go pasiir riis park agn
hahhaha =D

meet barney at 3.30pm
shld be 3pm de luhhs
den someone nv say hao laii iis whiich bus stop
den ii go to de wrong one =.=''

haha den go ws liib return my books
tiink iits over due lerhhs
den wana check got any more books ii left out mahs
but duno how to check
makiing a fool of myself iin front of barney
so paiisehx . iim so dumbdumb de luhhs :X

after tat walk to pasiir riis park
fiirst tym weather so niice luhhs
sky so beautiiful everytiing so beautiiful
haha . den we walk to de playgrnd thr
saw alot of kiids
so cute luhhs (:

den bought iicecream
de uncle was funny den he n barney chatted abiit
ii at one siide eat my yummy iicecream. *yummy*
den go walk walk agn
eventhough thr realii nthh much to do
ii still fiind it verii fun(:
dunno whyye !!! ii now start to luv pasiir riis park alort
haha . iim mad *.*

hhahah den after tat go eliias buy my diinner
saw denniis&jacky& 2 other guys all frm 4/2 iif iim not wrong ?
haha . galgal saw miie too but ii diin see hiim
galgal see miie nv call miie luhhs
until ii far away liiao den ask miie whr m ii
badbad galgal . haha

hmm after buy hao den walk to duno whiich bus stop wait for bus
bus damn crowded de luhhs
den barney verii funny
kiinda of chase de bus
ehhs . lazy go iin details lerhhs
haha . den home 'sweet' home!!!

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Thursday, September 4, 2008
Thur 04.09.08

today eng paper 1&2
actualii end ii quite confiident to do well de
but why must be siick at tiis criitiical tiime siia
wapiiang ehhs

den somemore iin de morniing 4got briing jacket!!!
den freeze iin de exam hall siian diiao~
n last miin 4get my letter format
diie liiao ler laas
den my handwriitiing sucks
too cold cant wriite properly

after paper 1 hm wana go home ohhs
she say realii not feeliing well verii siick cant tahan
but iin de end lucky she still deciide to contiinue paper 2
iif not will get zero for de p2 verii ke xii de
haha hm must get well soon ohhs!

and today ii black out
duno whyye . mayb de stupiid raiin haii de laas
ii tiink mo mo ren dun beliieve ii realii siick
wateva . dun care lerhhs
yt&yy&hm realii scared of mo mo ren
den ii oso verii scared of mo mo ren
got alot of tiings wana say&explaiin
but ii fiind iit no use.
mo mo ren wudnt listen lerhhs
even iif realii liisten mo mo ren will surely argue de
n iim not good at words . cant out talk de
iim oways at de losiing end
so ii tiink ii jux be de bad guy
mayb mo mo ren will feel better iif mo mo ren tiink he iis riite
ii dun miind beiing de bad one
mayb fiind one day explaiin all tings bahhs
but ii got diisadvantage laas
memory not gudd laas
hmm ii try moii verii best . hahahhaa

ok enuff of tat
hmm yt&yy&hm ahhs
dun worry bout miie
iim gonna be alriite
jux giiv miie a few more days to recover kiies ?
too much tiings happen n ii hav to slowly adapt
haahha . n thnx for all de concern
*appreciiated loads*

rch home take temperature
woo~ temp go up liiao
den de stupiid med oways fiiniish de
no med eat den driink water use com awhile den go slpp(:
no niightmares



oh oh!!!
tokiing bout niitemares!
ii tiink iis ytd de ss paper
after ii fiiniish de ss paper ii got 15miins more to slpp
den ii fall slpp
dreamt of dolldoll!!! somemore iis C****y!!!
ii nearly wana shout luhhs
lucky ii diin ahhs
duno whyye suddenly dream of iit
scary ahhs =x
*heartbeatiingfast*

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my barney&
yy de cube&
hm de cookiie monster(:




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01 Sept '08
at viivo toilet while waiitiing for de rest to arriive(: de kiids~! so keaii!!!
ehhs . no comments haha XDXD



done by cat(:




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31 Aug '08 (:
zii liian-iing at de toiilet =D



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LOVES quotes~


"Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you. I'd been broken beyond repair." — Stephenie Meyer


"You're the one who is weak. You will never know love or friendship. And I feel sorry for you. --Harry Potter" — J.K. Rowling


"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master... ~eat, pray, love by: Elizabeth Gilbert (pg 149) " — Elizabeth Gilbert


"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves." — 1 Corinthians 13:4-7


"Have you ever been in love? . . . Horrible, isn't it? . . . It makes you so vulnerable. . . . It opens your heart & it means someone can get inside & mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it, They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, & then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out & leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" . . . turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. . . . It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love." — Neil Gaiman


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Wed 03-09-08

today MT LC paper iin de morniing
de timetable wrote 8am start budden
de boardcasting start at 8.30am
siians ohhs
iit was not too diiffiicult bahhs
jux tat abiit triicky
yt&my ans only one diifferent onlii
cool . hahaha (:

after paper we go central eat
bought teh-biing^^
den slack thr for an hr plus ii tiink
hahas den went back sch to study ss

rch sch study study
tot got ss remediial so call tcher
den cher say will come canteen fiind us
ii duno she noe iis ii call her de mahhs
cos when she rch canteen she go to another grp
dun care bout us
till duno how long den she come ask how are we
ii complaiin to her tat iis ii call her de luhhs
but she go another grp . so not faiir
she still got teach abit laas.
tiis tym understand better . duno whyye haha

hmm 1st tym do ss paper so long luhhs
last tym ii half an hr lidat can fiiniish lerhhs
but now do until left 15mins . hhaha hope ii can get better grade
well. ii diid my best lerhhs . wateva de result will be
jux gonna accept it (:

after paper go meet barney
he lost hiis way!!! den niidda go fiind hiim
say wana giiv miie surpriise go sch fetch miie de
but iin de end got lost
went to tamp thr lerhhs
so funny luhhs . haha nxt tym better ask hao laii ^^

hmm fiinalii fiind hiim
den walk back tgt to pasiir ris
pass by sun plaza park den ii go play swiing!
haha so long nv play lerhhs . ii miiss my childhood =D
den half way walking to pasir ris. start to raiin
den heaviier n heaviier
so got drench agn
den we walk until duno whr
go under block hiide frm raiin den we stuck thr for very long
siit thr listen mp3 n hav a nap haha^^

den raiin stop den walk to central eat diinner
carrot cake(:
den we go under block eat =.=''
he say too many ppl liiao den dabao
haha stupiid barney =P

eat hao ler den peii hiim walk home
den raiin agaiin
somemore heaviier luhhs !!!
den frm central to hiis hux no shelther de
so iin de stupiid aciidiic raiin for half an hr
so so so cold luhhs =x
*hatiing*

den jux niice dad call miie
den ask hiim fetch miie home
wet-ed de front siit hahhaha XD

today de 7th day ii got drench
de moral of de story :
iim attracted to raiin! haha =D

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Tue 02-09-08

today MT paper 1&2
rmb to briing my iimpt diictiionary but
4got to briing de most most iimpt tiing
my iic/eliink card!!! siianx luhhs

lucky my dad jux iin tym go home take for miie
iif not ii diie laas

tiings ii forgotten to briing
`iic
`eliink
`hux keys
`money

ii siian diiao luhhs
anw both paper so so bahhs
hope can make iit

4got wat ii diid at niite
tiink tats all . taas~





Phrases&Quotes frm Yy(:

`Today, which you have spent idly, is the tomorrow of somebody who died yesterday and was desperate to live.


`An onion can make people cry, but there's never been a vegetable invented to make them laugh. Only people can make other people laugh.


`Life is a tragedy when seen in close-up, but a comedy in long-shot.


`When you give up dreaming, you are lost.


`It's always darkest before the dawn.


`If you always smile without getting depressed, you deserve the bronze medal. If you always smile after getting over depression, you deserve the silver medal. If you always smile even in depression, you deserve the gold medal.


`Today is the first day of the rest of your life.

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Monday, September 1, 2008
long post agn?
hahahas~

Mon 01-09-08
sentosa trip today(:

Morniing
alrite
slp late at nite den early morn niidda wake up
hav to peii ah gal go polycliniic at 8am
her ear stud drop iinto her ear hole *ouch*
so heart paiin her
stupiid gal oways make miie worry de
lucky got huiimiin(coral) peii her iif not ii dun niid
go eng remediial ler
haha on de way to sch
saw razzan alviin tay valeriie den alex saw us on bus
den board bus too haha funny laas

den at sch bus stop saw rebec fatin jolene n cant rmb hu ler
haha so many ppl late for remediial siia (:
hmm lesson was ok(:
glad ii came^^

after eng remedial ii got ss remediial too de
budden tat idiot ah gal scare miie by sayiing niid go hospital
den iin de end skip de lesson
caught by ms FOONG!!! arghs .
den stand thr let her scold scold scold
den yy&hm&yt daiidaii stand thr waiit for me
hear her lecture haha bleahhs

Met PiiGg
hmm piigg waiited for miie today
ii late for 5miins liidat ii tiink
haha den we took bus to paya lebar to change bus to vivo
when rch paya lebar . raiin agn.
siians dao~
den go check mummy thr anot
she not thr . called her . ask she ok mahhs
she say her leg still haven recover cos no money go see doc
ii feel lyk giiviing her money see doc but 5o+ ohhs
ii no money feed myself ler how to giiv mummy
ii soo xiin tong ahhs . ii wan mummy ):
she 40+ ler 50 ler but her children all dun care bout her lidat de
only got cat&miie as her gan nu er to care her
ahhhs ! hate de adults !!!

Viivo
anws
miie n piigg de last to rch
all piigg fault laas
eat so slow
haha n ii nearly forgot take de vball
lucky de uncle return miie
hahha so paiisehhs

hmm cat meet us at bus stop
she felt left out by de 2 ' couple '
eugene&jiinyii . daryl&fiion
hmm den cat bring us up to de monorail
ii tot everyone up thr so ii nv msg fiion we rch ler


Unwanted Quarrel
den when rch gateaway eugene call miie b4 ii saw fiion de msg
he ask miie whr m ii
say we rch ler ask hiim whr are dey den say coming up soon
when hang up saw fiion msg budden ii tot dey comiing up
so ii diin reply her
waiited duno how long
called eugene agn he say still at thr buy tiing
den say comiing comiing ler
den after awhile fiion call
say wat ii haven rch den blah blah
how ii noe eugene diin tell u ahhs
realii pekcek den so call quarrel awhile den hang up

was dulan den fiind smth to diistact miie
saw alot of kiids haha den take piics of them so cute!!!
den play awhile of ball (:
n nearly hit a kiid . omg . so sry =x

when dey finali rch
we argue take bus or monorail
tiis tiing ii duno laas
ii oso duno wat u all plan
ii was led up to monorail thr by cat
tot u all plan hao ler
den de situation vehh gan ga luhhs
my mood was realii not gudd lerhhs

iin de end decide break iice laas
ask eugene to iintro her fren
den make jokes laugh laugh
den lidat luhhs

skip de tiickets part
lazy

At Sentosa
den we go de duno wat beach
ii kiip gettiing de name wrong . arghs !!!
ohhs wateva . den fiind a spot put our tiings
jiingyii eugene n daryl play vball
vs wiif other ppl
den de rest of us do our own tiing
miie n fiion n cat n bryan play our begiinners vball
haha vehh funny luhhs
we spent most of our game by catchin de ball
haha (:

ii learn abiit of vball today
frm eugene n jiingyii
haha so happy XD

hmm after tat miie n cat go to another duno wat beach walk
saw a peacock ii tiink ?
hhaha den walk awhile starts to driizzle
but we still slowly walk back
leg paiin laas hahha =D

hmm
miie n cat went off fiirst den de rest of them
den home sweet home
iim so bushed!
tmr exam
gona diie
so tiired


btw ii left out quite alot
realii lazy to type ler la
tiink u peeps oso lazy read
hahahahahaXD


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peeps
long post agn
so better dun read iif ya lazy
haha(:

Sun 31-08-08

got a movie date wiif piigg(:
on de way to ehub
iits starts raiiniing cats&dogs

Raiin!!!
den when got nearer&nearer to ehub
den raiin was realii crazy lerhhs
den hav to get drench agn

was so unfaiir
ytd go bugiis raiin&got drench
pwiince ytd go ehub no raiin
den today ii go ehub raiin&got drench
pwiince today go bugiis no raiin
ahhhhh! whr got liidat de
badluck all on miie
*boohoo*

Moviie
anw
piigg late agn
eventhough he rch pasiir riis earliier den miie
dotdot. haha hmm after he rch we go buy tiickets
for '4biia'
still got tiime eat lunch so he ate superdog
ii eat my nasii lemak
on de way out jux niice saw mum
lucky saw her cos ii diin noe she bought breakfast for miie
den iif diin see her de food will be a waste
lalalalala~

ok . eat hao ler den go watch moviie !!!
hoho. cant waiit .
actualii wasnt realii so scared at fiirst luhhs
den tat piigg tell miie wat tiing will happen
den make miie so scared
he diin say all laas but still scared =.=''
hmm de show got 4 storiies

de last story de most scariiest to miie
ii shouted . o0ps
haha but only once laas
suan gudd ler hor haha .
overall de show iis niice(:
n sry piigg . for grabbiing ur arm so hard
hahaha oh ya nearly forgot to mention
tat piigg kiip diisappeariing
make miie so scared tot go whr ler
all tgt he go off 3tym!!!! badpiigg *scared*

Carniival!!!
after tat den we go walk walk arnd
end up playiing at de downtown family carnival tiingy
haha he played de 'frog' game n 2 triies of de duno wat
(4got wat it called)
haha actualii we cant play de lohhs we diin even been iinviited
piigg iis lucky luhhs . he play ok
den ii play ii kana check den cant play
so NOT FAIR!!!

den he kiip make a fool of miie make fun of miie
so bad! so mean de luhhs
ohhhs ohhs ! we bumped iinto his mum too
so qiiao luhhs was shock to see her
haha . den de piigg go ask her for money
5bucks niia hahaha (:

Niite
hmm den we walk to ws
ate at cavana den eat mac iice cream
slack at mac den ask dad fetch miie home(:




today was realii fun
enjoyed myself (:

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