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self-deniialblogspot


Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

since 29May'09

Lost Paradise


K R I S L Y N N
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
Make no judgements where you have no compassion



♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♫ sweet 17 ^^

♫ music addicted

♫ star fantasy

♫ o6o3 '92

♫ 紫蓝 梦 !

HER FANTASY

♥EverLastiing Love♥



`普罗旺斯&薰衣草~!♥

`奥罗拉&流星雨~!♥

`FIREFLIES&STARS~!♥

`Be a Top Model ;D

`Clothes&moreCLOTHES :D

`More Money $$$ :D

`Get A for o'lvl chinese:D

`Beauty, Brains & Talent:D

`Learn My Japanese Well(:

`Be Happy EveryDay(:

`All de Tym in de World(:

`Get to see de 4seasons(:

`ICE-SKATING!^^


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Your wonderful comments. Mata Ashita.



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Monday, June 29, 2009


yoyo . here to promote my fren's items again.


WALL STICKERS
Wall sticker imported from Korea
Just peel them off, and you can stick it on the wall.
Isn't that easy?
enjoy your artwork and you would not want to leave your room forever.
Suddenly everybody is at it – customising that is.
More fun (and less committing) than wallpaper,
Affordable and easy to apply,
they won’t ruin the walls and you can easily peel them off to match the latest trends.




THE SERIES :

1 ▪ Animal Series

sample




2 ▪ Plants Series


sample





3 ▪ Cats Series


sample




4 ▪ Dogs Series


sample




5 ▪ People Series


sample





6 ▪ Kids Series


sample





7 ▪ Guys Series


sample





8 ▪ Switch Stick Series ( for ur switches )

sample



9 ▪ Snoopy Series

sample


10 ▪ WinnieThePooh Series

sample ( glowinthedark )


11 ▪ HelloKitty Series
sample







do leave a tag n ur email if ue wan to see more of ur desire series samples.
will send over de samples asap .
( prices will be attached wif de mail too )
thnk ue ((:









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Saturday, June 27, 2009
helping fren promo her supplier items again. haha. lolx


MAYBELLINE PROMO
$17.90 each
2 @ $35/-
while stocks last



Angelfit PoreZeroBase
Enhance ue makeup, keeping it flawless and healthy-looking all day
` minimizes the appearance of pores
` ultra lightweight texture
` pink pearls for natural radiance
` developed in japan for asian women
` fragrance free
` non-comedogenic ( non pore-blocking )


illustration:
http://www.cozycot.com/articles/beauty/cosmetics/maybelline-angelfit-pore-zero-makeup-base





EyeStudio CreamyGel Eyeliner
` creamy gel type gives a smooth clean line without crease
` exclusive eyeliner brush allows lines to be drawn as desired from fine to thick
` quickset formula for fast drying
` longlasting, waterproof & smudge proof formula resists sweat, tears n water.


Available in Black&Brown
illustration :
http://www.gmarket.com.sg/challenge/neo_goods/goods.asp?goodscode=200032329&pos_shop_cd=SH&pos_class_cd=111111111&pos_class_kind=T




any doubts please do feel free to leave a msg n ur email.
will get back to ue asap.
thnk u ^^

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Helping Friend Promo Masks
Masks from Australia . U.P $2.90 each

MASKS PROMO @ $1.50 each
5 for $7


ALOE MASK
` Replenishes Moisture
` Restore Skin Structure
` Prevent Wrinkles
` Increases Skin cells metalbolism n acne healing
` Prevent reoccurrance of acne
recommended for all skin types especially acne skin



LOTUS MASK
` Close up open pores
` smoothen n moisture ur skin
` To whiten & re-hydrate ur skin
recommended for all skin types



LYCOPEN MASK
` Gives you a smooth n silky n radiant look
` Remove dead skin cells
` Prevent skin damage from harmful UV rays
` Whitens & re-hydrate ur skin
Suitable for dry skin & after tanning



CITRONNELLA MASK
` Restore & Replenish moisture in de skin
` Restore skin structure
Recommended for Oily Skin



ROSE MASK
` Refresh dull & tired looking skin
` Whitens & rehydrate ur skin
` Preventing Wrinkles by increasing skin elasticity
Recommended for sensitive skin



COLLAGEN MASK
retains n replenishes moisture in de skin to prevent
wrinkle from forming n maintains a
youthful appearance by reducing signs of aging
recommended for aging skin



any enquries may leave a msg n email on my tag.
interested parties pls do leave ur email too ^^
will get back to ue asap ((:

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Thursday, June 25, 2009
WEEK 6 DAY 38
peaceful week wif baby

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Friday, June 19, 2009
WEEK 5 DAY 32
its been 5week ... ...

last sat justin gave me a soft toy.
den during work ah dee go kidnap my pooh ..
will upload de kidnap piicx soon . haha ...

last few days had some big quarrels n arguements wif baby.
things are changing . things are diff ..
ii got to adapt.
ii got to get use to it ..
ii got to change tgt wif de changings ...
ii got to let go (?)

nth can be better den meeting my baby ..
but she's been real tired ..
really dun wan her worry ..
really wan her well ..
really wanna be by her side oways ..
how ii wiish ii can share her pains .
her tiredness ..
her sorrows ...
her troubles ....

bt sometimes feel like thr are smth tat she din tok to me abt ..
feel like thr are things she is hiding frm me ..
ii guess iim tiinkiing too muchh ..
ii guess iim goiing crazy ..
these few days are really hell to me ..

ytd when things are getting better btwn us ,
we quarrel agn ..
oh mosses god ..
when can we ever stop quarrel ..
ii really dun wan any unhappiness btwn us lerhhs ..
iim so scared tat ue will leave me agn ..
iim so scared ue will feeling fade agn ..
iim so scared ue dun wan me anymore ..
iim so scared ue dun love me whole heartily lerhhs ..

thr are times we make mistakes b4 ..
and thr are times we learn frm our mistakes too ..
ii lost ue once n ii learn my mistake lerhhs .
ii will not repeat my mistake agn ..
ue are wat ii wan now ..

ii have fallen too deep for ue ..
ii noe ii hav hurt ue b4 .
mayb its my retribution tat things turn out tis way bahhs ..
ii only got myself to blame ..

or mayb one day ii will change my mind agn ..
ii really duno ..
wateva happens ...
just let fate decide bahhs ..
ii shall let nature take its course ..




iiloveuebaby.

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Thursday, June 11, 2009
6th June de piicx.
credits to model mable n grab frm her bloggy ((:



playing wiif mable cam I
(@sakaeSushi)



playing wiif mable cam II
(@sakaeSushi)



Me&Mable I
(@sakaeSushi)




Me&Mable II
(@sakaeSushi)




candid by Mable^^
(@sakaeSushi)




frm Left : Mable, Bevlyn, Krislynn, Tingyi
(@tanjongBeach)





Organiser Mike, Mable, Bevlyn, Krislynn
(@tanjongBeach)





will Post more piicx soon ((:

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WEEK 4 DAY 23
moody day .

today suppose to go SP for some event de.
end up din go.
dun wan say why .
dun feel like mentioning.

anw . as ii tot ii got go SP so ii change my schedule a later timing.
bt in de end nv go so decide go ws superdog study.
bt at thr cant study too. cos ii alot duno how to do .
haiish . nxt week must jiiayou lerhhhs .

arnd 3plus den go ehub.
start work at 4pm.
den found out dat tmr hav to go work frm 7am till 8pm.
13hrs of work . tink will diie . today still do closing .
haiish . regret to change my timing today.
fk 'them' laas . oways mess up my life .
fk out frm my life laas.
ii duno why oways so good .
forgive u agn n agn n agn bt ue still ...
ohh fk laas .
during work oso got ppl wan go against me.
i diin even do anyting luhhs.
den kiip saying me tiings .
fk laas . fkfkfkfkfkfkfkfkfkfkkfkfk
arghs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat hapen to my life siia ..
fkin ridiculous de .
knnbccb !!!!!!!!!!!
why lidat de .

felt all de darkness arnd me.
so cold .
so dark .
its freezing .
its blank .
thr's nothing.

nothing.
at all.

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Tuesday, June 9, 2009
WEEK 4 DAY 21
so fast 4week lerh :x
but still not yet adapt.

really miiss my baby alot.
so much tat ii cried agn haiishx.

this few days not too good for me.
sat de photoshoot is de worse shoot ii ever had.
all de photographers (nearly all) so demanding.
den ii stupid go listen to them.
while other models reject thr request.
duno why am ii so stupid. arghs

after shoot went sakae wif de models.
organisers treat us eat de.
total bill iis 190plus for 9 ppl. still ok bahhs.
after eat cab to baby hus n slp.

de shoot hav drain my energy.
n kkinda feverish lerhhs.
a good rest make me better .

sunday baby goin in camp lerhhs.
b4 tat still quarrel abit but in de end ok lerhhs.
really dun wan to quarrel wif baby lerhhs.
ii wan spent de tie happily wif baby.
cos cant see her often . haiish
ii miiss ue so much baby :x

as ii noe tat ii will be very sad tat she goiin camp
so ii go work b4 she go off
at least work will get my occupied
den wun miss her so much.

well . enuff of de sad things.
ytd . monday when i work ii saw alot of ppl.
male actor adam chen , my mediacorp fren n m classmates n my ex workmate
adam was doin a shoot outside superdog.
very funny luhhs they shoot adam goin up n down de escalator den no more.
very de dots ohhs =.=

den when my frens come ii make a mess of myself.
key wrong order n send wrong order to my frens.
so embarrassed luhhs tink too tired le den very mix up haha.
cos got alot of customers oso den we not enuff ppl.
rush here rush thr de.

den iim suppose to work till 8.
bt extended to 10 cos niidd ppl.
smth upsetting happen during tat time.
bout my modeling de n ii dun wana mention it here
haiishhs.

today start work at 10am . suppose end at 6pm
but ii dun feel well so go off at 2pm.
rch hm slpslpslp den now cant slp so update blog.
tink end here lerhhs . tata niights

baby.
iiloveyou

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Monday, June 1, 2009
WEEK 3 DAY 12
so fast its de 3rd week ler ohhs.
today is de 1st day of de 3rd week.

hmm slowly use to it ler bahhs.
mayb its not as bad as i tink.
but ii miss her alot.

tiink will contact back my gal-frens bahhs.
been ages since ii last saw them.
cos oways wif baby mahhs ..
haha hmm... ii miiss them alot too.

ytd saw a fren blog.
kinda sad.
duno how to explain.
wana care for her bt havin 2nd tots bout calling.
she nv really treat me as a real fren ii tink.
she nv mention anyting abt me in her blog.
mayb i not good enuff to be her real fren.
just a hi-bye fren mayb.
she wun tink of me whether sad or happy,
iim nth to her ..

we were once very close fren ..
bt so ? she still wun tink of me when she is sad or happy .
she will only tiink of *a* and *a** ...
ii oways tink iim a failure in both frenship n relationship.
no one will ever tink of me at all.
iim upset is bcos she is my closest fren tat time n yet ... ...

nvm .. until one day she did something tat make me real mad
n real pissed tat till today ii still haven 4giv her..
ue may say iim petty n unforgiving unreasonable
but she hurt my real deep .. real real deep .
till tis second i still can remember de hurt de pain .

bt however angry ii am .. when ii saw her blog how much stress
n hardship she went thru tis few days
ii still will heartache for her ..
wanted to care for her ...
hen xiang an wei ta ...
hell noe whye ii will feel tat way ...
haiishhx . hate myself ...

anw .. in de end found an excuse to call her ..
she confide in me . im happy ..
but not really tat happy cos ii noe she oways confide in anyone.
& ii dun hav tat importance to her tat she will tink of me .
oh nvm ... ii called her other bestfren to care for her le.
hope she can get back her feet n dun tiink too much...
all de best to her...


today Chinese Olevel Paper 1&2 ...
diid so-so bahhs...
not much comments on it ...
just tat ii noe ii sure wun get an A ..
but ii really do hope ii can get at least a B3 ..
my past papers hav been B4&B4 ..
kiinda disappointiing derhhs ..

after exam guaiiguaii go home ..
after bathe den fall asleep lerhhs ..
diin do much tis few days bt duno whyye still will feel tired.
weird ...

things ii wana achieve :
'get good results (must study hardhard !!!)
'get back in contact wif gal-frens (improve f/s)
'better&better r/s wif baby (iiloveyou^^)

tats all for now ...
tadatada-dum ~!

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