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Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

since 29May'09

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Saturday, January 31, 2009
hey peeps.
iim back to spore finally.
miissed sch for 2days lerhhs .
got loads to catch up . haiishhx.

cny is bored at msia.
basically nth to do at all luhhs.
only gamble gamble. gamble till siian luhhs.
anws. ii tot coming back to spore ii be very happy.
iim wrong.

iim happy at fiirst.
but after de chat wif val.
iim down now.

really really really miiss her so badly.
ii miiss her until everyday iim weariing her thiings.
ii bought de hairband she bought for me to msia.
bought her tshirts along, necklace n slippers.

when iim out . one of her things sure will be wiif me .
when iim weariing dress . ii be wearing de necklace.
when iim wearing jeans n nice top . ii wear de hairband .
when iim at home ii wear her tshirt.
when iim weariing my own homeclothes ii wear her slippers.
cos ii will feel tat she wiif miie .
tats how much ii miss her..

wanted to giiv her a surprise tmr w/o lettiing her noe iim back today.
but when ii noe she workiing tmr den ii noe my plan cant be worked out.
kinda sad n disappointed. cos ii tot ii can meet her whole day.
cos ii really miiss her . haiishx.

jux now she not happy wiif miie for not beiing understandiing.
she say she sick n one week nv work ler tats why tmr workiing.
ii understand. ii really do.
its jux tat iim kiinda disappointed n iim only 'sa jiiao' to ue.
tats all . iim not angry wiif ue or wat ahhs . ii jux miiss ue too much
tats all.
really.

haiishh . ii duno laas . iits not my wiish to quarrel wiif ue on de 1st day iim back.
do ue noe how much ii miiss ue.
do ue noe how much ii love ue baby .
ii duno whye ue hav so much impact on miie.
but ii cant deny u dun.

i love ue.











baby iim sry for wateva whiich ue thiink iis wrong.
do point my mistakes out next time alright.
ii be noted.
lets quarrel no more dear.

♥valerieHo

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
iim hap-hap-happy today .
well overall laas . haha.

hmm mya sweetie n miie got back iin contact lerhhs(:
tats great . ii miiss her damn much .

n ii today ii gotten my bro 2 CNY de clothes(:
got my mum one top too.
but ii kiinda love it too . so may wear it oso!!!
muahaha . but iim still a gud siis n daughter rite rite ?
haha!!(:

hmm today cant really update much .
kiinda lazy . hhaha .
alrights . my beddiie . here ii come(:
and annd~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR peeps !!!
next whole week will be at msia.
sad . my angbow cut half lerhhs luhhs .
haha . anyway . hope tiis year will be a good year .
may all be well (:
loves x3


♥valerieHo

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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
today agnes n zhan ying and their 2 other frens came to my hux(:
baby came too(:
she come fetch miie frm sch. so sweet of her(:

anw. they come my hux is bcos agnes wana learn how to put eyeliner.
dhen ii try help zhanying draw eyebow.
kiinda bad at fiirst cos nv help ppl draw b4. but at least slowly
still got iimprovement after a few tries. ( well, wiif baby guiidiing me x3 )

we had so much craps at my hux luhhs n basically im their entertainment
ahhahha!!! ii dun wana say wat ii do . they noe cann liiao XD
nv had such fun n so much laughter b4 . kiinda miiss it .
its been ages ii hang arnd wiif a grp of gals .

cos everyday my meeting mate is baby. well . nearly everyday.
iif nv meet her ii eiither be at home or working .
boring life rite? .. but amazingly wiif baby arnd.
iim nv bored. cos ii will either get happy , sad , angry and wateva emotions
ue can tiink of ! haha ! iim serious! XXD

but no matter how angry she made miie or how sad she made mie.
ii do love her still. lots.

anw. after all de gals went off , me n baby went to hav diinner at 201.
den go fiind tmart peeps. ii miiss de days man!
de times n fun ii hav wiif them last time.
ii guess its really been ages that ii ever go out iin a grp.
as iin. my grp of frens.

since knowing baby ii hav miiss out goiin out wiif my frens.
eiither go out wiif jx or es or xiao.w or dav or hanP or ray ( baby's fren )
but now baby iis starting to know de tmart peeps so mayb hanging wif them agn.
but ii guess it be a diiff kind of feeling lerhhs.
ii duno how to explain . but its jux feel diff.

well . as days goes on . life change n ppl change.
jux hav to be anticipate change n stay relevant.
( got this phrase frm my social studies! sound familiar rite? )
duno got use it correctly alot.
anw! ii oso dun care laas. ii get de meaning myself cann lerhhs!
hahahahha!!! alrights tiink thats all bahhs.

ohhs ohhs!
reminder to myself.
tmr got 2 appointment! better not 4get AGAIN!!!
haha(:



♥valerieHo

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Wednesday, January 7, 2009
sch was bad today.
not really sucky but jux bad.

ii jux dun understand whyye they treat miie lidat.
n even when they treat miie unkindly
ii still giiv iin to them.
ii duno whyye m ii so soft-hearted.
let myself get bulliied only.
iim so stupiid.

baby supposed to fetch miie after sch.
but she forgot she got work iin de afternoon.
so nv come.
kyo was kiinda diisappointed.
cos wana pour my troubles to her.
n now ii dun wiish to say anytiing lerhhs.
no mood.

after sch went to superdog get pay.
needa waiit for quite awhile cos manager haven come back frm vivo.
so at ehub walk walk.
saw justin frm hsc n evanna my last time neighbour.
saw two tchers frm sch too.
haha anyway . it make up my day.
manager come ler den ii happy happy go tamp fiind baby.

saw zheng an at GV.
haha so qiiao.
den chiit chatty wiif hiim.
hmm he changed .
anways .
after he went off den peii baby go smoke.
as iin she smoke only not miie hor.
ii verii guaii derhhs(:

but after tat was quite unhappy wiif her.
totally spoilt my mood iin de end went off alone.
go walk walk walk walk walk.
n walk walk home.
reach home damn tiired.
bathe ler den orhh orhh lerhhs.



hope tmr will be a better day.

♥valerieHo

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Thursday, January 1, 2009
heyo guys(:

iim back to blog .
actually wana blog a long time ago but my laziness
simply took over my limbs.
haha so ii waiited till 'new year' den blog(:

hmm well.
ii hereby wiish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 (:
may this year be well ^^
all de best yeahhs ?
n gambateh for de upcoming olvl.
jiia yous jiia yous(:



hmm.
oh oh .
ytd countdown wiif baby. ray bro. hanping bro. david daddy (:
actually din really iintended to countdown de .
wana go home slp .
but iin de end kena 'force' by baby to go.

last few days ii had bad times at work.
aeeyahs . nvm . iits over . so no point mentioniing .
well. ytd after (an unpleasant) work ii went to find baby.
bump iinto fuhao n gary .
heard tat sinhui got a job at 2nd floor so go see see.
helped siinhui wiif her sales by buyiing her tiings.
(whiich hanping korgor paiid for miie ^^ )
chiit chat awhile den go baby mum hux watch lil nonya(:
after show bathe ler den baby wan miie go ehub count down
but iin de end go thr eat supper .
haha . anws . still had abit of fun bahhs .

after tat they go archade play .
saw boiiboii thr oso .
den baby not happy .
(baby ii really luv ue de :X)

kiinda hav a arguement wiif baby
den go home lerhhs.

tiis few days ii tiink ii really pms ahhs.
kiip haviing moodswiings.
den oways make baby worry or sad derhhs.
iim really sry baby.
make ue oways giiv iin to miie n tolerate my temper.
tiis few days kiip quarrel wiif ue ii noe partly bcos my fault too.
iim sry . forgiive miie kiiex ? .
thnx for beiing so understandiing n cariing too.
noe ue really dote on miie .
ii luv ue baby (:
ya de best best(:




&&.
sch startiing on next mon.
kyo gonna study hard soon.
start muggiing muggiing (:


♥valerieHo
-tags reply-
denniis` wat chaoji gou laas . ue den chaoji mao laas XD
twiinniie ` ii wann my xmas necklace!!! haha (:
dashmage ` haha ii miiss ue buddy!!! when will meet up agn ohhs(:
passer ` sry for de so late reply. de dress iis liting de. which she bought overseas(:
davidDaddy ` hello hello daddy(: thnx for droppiing by. tctc(:
damian ` yupps jacket still wiif miie. when ya wana get it back ne? (:
hongling ` thnx babe. see ya soon ii hope. take kaiires(:
jane ` will relink soon(:
soowee ` will relink soon(:
sylvia ` happy new year too babe(:
valBaby ` happy new year too baby !!! luv ue oways(:
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