DO NOT DEFINE ME.
Friday, April 25, 2008
hmm . kiiex . now recapiing some memoriies .hmm . well . wed went to see doc .
boiiboii was thr to peii miie . thnx loads boii .
haha . when we took de number tiicket he say
go eat fiirst cos hav to waiit verii long .
he ate noodle n ii ate piizza pancake ! haha miiss it.
ehhx . sorry worhhx boii . diin guaii guaii listen to u.
ii noe ii shldnt eat tat larhhx but ii onlii left $1.50 lehhx .
no money lerhhx n ii dun wan u treat .
hmm . well .after tat went back to de cliiniic n we miissed
our turn den hav to take another number n waiit agn .
haiishhyo . haha . while waiitiing boiiboii fall aslp .
n he drool euu noe . haha . funny lehhx .
tiink he's too tiired lerhhx . realii sorry boii .
ask uu peii miie . but tell euu go home slp u dun wan .
iin de end go my cousiin hux slp like a piig . dots .
when its tym to wake up u still slp slp slp .
all my 3 cousins triied to wake u up , u still slp.
haha . aiiyo . realii piiggy siia . oiink oiink ^^p
after tat we went to buy de next day breakfast wiif
my cousiins . iif ii diin forget to briing my wallet ii
sure wun let u pay de lorhhx . nbm . next tym return eu .
haha . all de way ii kiip playiing wiif my cousiins behaviing
like a kiid .actualii beiing a kiid iis so good . dun hav any
troubles or worries at all . so cousiins ahhx . mux cheriish
ur chiildhood ohh . haha ^^D
after peii boiiboii waiit for bus den go home .
arnd 7plus my manager called .
den ii rmb tat ii actualii hav work tat day . oOops .
ii was late for 2hrs plus . oh my . realii so paiisehhx .
n ii work for arnd 4hrs den go home lerhhx . haha .
hmm . boii . thnx for telliing miie so many tiings tat day.
n thnx for de adviices too . ii tiink ii noe wat to do . thnx boii
Labels: ♥ Actiing lyk a kiid ^^
oh my god . my cough iis realii gettiing bad to worse lerhhx .
today cant do my exam well cos ii kiipp coughiing till my head
hurts so bad . sure ffail lerhhx . today was surpose to take 'o' lvl
chiinese paper one and 'n' lvl paper one derhhx but in de end
teacher say de 'n' lvl change date . make miie waste 2hr of waitiing .
haiishhx . n today work was not good too . at fiirst ii was still hyper
can shout here shout thr ( although still coughiing ) . but arnd evening
ii tiink ii caught a flu . sneeze here sneeze thr cough here cough thr .
make miie feel so terriible . worse still . ii acciidentali knock onto
smth sharp on my head . de latch thr got smth sharp n ii diin noe it
den jux knock onto it . haiishx . wat a bad day . so unlucky . haiishx .
but thr's some surpriise for miie today . catherine come to my work place
fiind feliiciia . at de same tym sydney was thr .. ii diin noe tat .
she was thr so long but ii diin noe until catherine comes .
oh my . its been so long tat we 3 models been together chattiing lerhx .
but de other 2 models iis not thr . feel so not right . next tym realii
mux fiind tym go out wiif them ^^
aniiwae . haviing a sliight fever too so manager say ii dun niid do de
closiing so ii jux waiit for them . feel so bad tat ii cant help out .
tmr sure help de . but duno ii got de energy mahhx . hav to wake up at
6plus to go for maths n geo remediial after tat go work till 1am miidnight.
haiishx .. ii dun niid slp lerhhx . now ordy 4plus iin de morniing .
bad juliie . chat wiif miie for so long . haha . nvm .. siince ii miiss euu so much .
haha . kiiex bahhx .. ii still left 2hrs . ii go rest awhile lerhhx .
god bless miie ii wun faiint tmr .. hhaha .. ^^
today cant do my exam well cos ii kiipp coughiing till my head
hurts so bad . sure ffail lerhhx . today was surpose to take 'o' lvl
chiinese paper one and 'n' lvl paper one derhhx but in de end
teacher say de 'n' lvl change date . make miie waste 2hr of waitiing .
haiishhx . n today work was not good too . at fiirst ii was still hyper
can shout here shout thr ( although still coughiing ) . but arnd evening
ii tiink ii caught a flu . sneeze here sneeze thr cough here cough thr .
make miie feel so terriible . worse still . ii acciidentali knock onto
smth sharp on my head . de latch thr got smth sharp n ii diin noe it
den jux knock onto it . haiishx . wat a bad day . so unlucky . haiishx .
but thr's some surpriise for miie today . catherine come to my work place
fiind feliiciia . at de same tym sydney was thr .. ii diin noe tat .
she was thr so long but ii diin noe until catherine comes .
oh my . its been so long tat we 3 models been together chattiing lerhx .
but de other 2 models iis not thr . feel so not right . next tym realii
mux fiind tym go out wiif them ^^
aniiwae . haviing a sliight fever too so manager say ii dun niid do de
closiing so ii jux waiit for them . feel so bad tat ii cant help out .
tmr sure help de . but duno ii got de energy mahhx . hav to wake up at
6plus to go for maths n geo remediial after tat go work till 1am miidnight.
haiishx .. ii dun niid slp lerhhx . now ordy 4plus iin de morniing .
bad juliie . chat wiif miie for so long . haha . nvm .. siince ii miiss euu so much .
haha . kiiex bahhx .. ii still left 2hrs . ii go rest awhile lerhhx .
god bless miie ii wun faiint tmr .. hhaha .. ^^
Labels: ♥ unlucky day
why m ii so stupiid to realiise tiis now .
ii shld noe it earliier ! but ii guess iim realii too stupiid for words .
ever siince iim wiif hiim . my heart oways hav been
unknowiingly poiintiing towards euu . ii diin noe tat .
ii tot tat feeliing was jux normal towards a bro .
but eventuali ii found out iits not . not at all .
iim hav been a fool all de tym . how silly .
well . ii jux hav to blame myself for my stupility ^^
siince wat gone hav gone . iim jux hav to take it easy .
but ii niid tym . mayb it will take miie a few days .
a few mths ? . mayb even a few years ? . ah well .
it dun sounds like iim lettiing it go . more like iim waiitiing .
oh wateva . iim jux goiin to be a good liil siis now .
until one day . ii found ur ans or ii giiv up .
ahhhhx . iim makiing myself confuse lerhhx larhhx .
so wat m ii goiin to do now ? . waiit or let go .
arghx . iirriitatiing braiin cells . why so stupiid n slow derhhx .
ahh nvm . let nature take its place
ii shld noe it earliier ! but ii guess iim realii too stupiid for words .
ever siince iim wiif hiim . my heart oways hav been
unknowiingly poiintiing towards euu . ii diin noe tat .
ii tot tat feeliing was jux normal towards a bro .
but eventuali ii found out iits not . not at all .
iim hav been a fool all de tym . how silly .
well . ii jux hav to blame myself for my stupility ^^
siince wat gone hav gone . iim jux hav to take it easy .
but ii niid tym . mayb it will take miie a few days .
a few mths ? . mayb even a few years ? . ah well .
it dun sounds like iim lettiing it go . more like iim waiitiing .
oh wateva . iim jux goiin to be a good liil siis now .
until one day . ii found ur ans or ii giiv up .
ahhhhx . iim makiing myself confuse lerhhx larhhx .
so wat m ii goiin to do now ? . waiit or let go .
arghx . iirriitatiing braiin cells . why so stupiid n slow derhhx .
ahh nvm . let nature take its place
Labels: ♥ mayb iim jux waiiting
Monday, April 21, 2008
went to send julie off jux now . cudnt control my tears when ii see her . haiishx . ii realii do miiss her so . so much so much . ii dun wan her to go but she got to . before meetiing her ii sat at a bus stop for an hr plus . ii seems lyk waiitiing for twiin to end sch cos ii duno wat tym he end . ii oso seems lyk siittiing thr tiinkiing through all de tiings tat had happen . aniiwae . ii diin see twiin n ii hav to go off to aiirport lerhhx so was quite disappoiinted too . haha . wateva .Labels: ♥ juliie
its a brand new day when we woke up de next day . we both slept lyk a piig but ii slp longer den esther . haha . her mum bought mac for us . so sweet of her . haha . after breakfast we go down to salon . ii wana cut my friinge . too long lerhhx . haha . at de salon twiin called miie . ask tat wana go out wiif hiim n boiiboii mahhx so ii saiid ok cos ii diin see them for near a week lerhhx . but ii niidda peii darliinq buy haiirdye n help her dye her haiir black b4 meetiing them ^^ .
ii met them at dhoby ghaut n boiiboii was playiing para para . u was danciing well boii ^^ hahha .
after tat dey go play billard . haha . but ii duno hu wiin . haha . after tat boiiboii niidda go work ler n twiin gonna meet hiis godma . so we went to a place to smoke . iis dey smoke not miie ahhx . haha . boiiboii n twiin kipp makiing fun of miie n playiing triicks on miie . esp boiiboii . notti lehhx . hahha . but ii was haviing alot of fun wiif them . haha . boiiboii smoke for nearly an hr den we departed . so ii was played by hiim for an hr . arghx . haha . its was onli a few hrs wiif them but de few hrs can make up de sadness ii hav tat day . theiir presence was tat great . haha .
hmm .. whn ii rch darliinq hus iits onlii 6.30pm . we still got 3hrs plus to meet buddy to pass miie de storybook . so we chattiing for 2hrs plus . hhaah . we were so happiily chattiing n siingiing when esther saw ur blog . why diid euu wrote such tiing n make her sad agn . she was gettiing cheerful biit by biit lerhhx but why mux euu come n destroy her cheerfulness once agn . my heart realii hurts to see her lidat . cant euu jux leave her alone . euu saiid euu wuud . u saiid u wun contact her agn . but iin msn euu still chat vf her . uu noe tat she will be sad when she sees wat euu wrote iin ur blog . euu are so sly man . ii hate u . iif euu realii tat noble n ordy hav kiip ur promise n leave her alone lerhhx . she hav try not to tiink bout tiis kiind of tiings but eu kiip makiing her tiink of those sadness . euu oways went back ur words . u say euu wun follow us to de pub but u diid . u say euu will leave her alone but u still botheriing her . wat do u wan frm her ?! ii noe ii shldnt iinterfer but iim realii sad to see her lidat . ii feel so bad n guilty . ii realii m . ii realii dun wiish tiings to turn out tiis way .
iin some way or another ii noe iim oso at fault . pls tell miie wat ii diid wrong . if ii dun understand . pls explaiin to miie till ii understand . iim stubborn n childiish . ii niid ppl to be thr to correct miie n giiv miie adviice . tiis few days iim realii too stress up lerhhx n mayb wud be unreasonable but pls understand n pardon for my rudeness .
God bless . may all be well
ii met them at dhoby ghaut n boiiboii was playiing para para . u was danciing well boii ^^ hahha .
after tat dey go play billard . haha . but ii duno hu wiin . haha . after tat boiiboii niidda go work ler n twiin gonna meet hiis godma . so we went to a place to smoke . iis dey smoke not miie ahhx . haha . boiiboii n twiin kipp makiing fun of miie n playiing triicks on miie . esp boiiboii . notti lehhx . hahha . but ii was haviing alot of fun wiif them . haha . boiiboii smoke for nearly an hr den we departed . so ii was played by hiim for an hr . arghx . haha . its was onli a few hrs wiif them but de few hrs can make up de sadness ii hav tat day . theiir presence was tat great . haha .
hmm .. whn ii rch darliinq hus iits onlii 6.30pm . we still got 3hrs plus to meet buddy to pass miie de storybook . so we chattiing for 2hrs plus . hhaah . we were so happiily chattiing n siingiing when esther saw ur blog . why diid euu wrote such tiing n make her sad agn . she was gettiing cheerful biit by biit lerhhx but why mux euu come n destroy her cheerfulness once agn . my heart realii hurts to see her lidat . cant euu jux leave her alone . euu saiid euu wuud . u saiid u wun contact her agn . but iin msn euu still chat vf her . uu noe tat she will be sad when she sees wat euu wrote iin ur blog . euu are so sly man . ii hate u . iif euu realii tat noble n ordy hav kiip ur promise n leave her alone lerhhx . she hav try not to tiink bout tiis kiind of tiings but eu kiip makiing her tiink of those sadness . euu oways went back ur words . u say euu wun follow us to de pub but u diid . u say euu will leave her alone but u still botheriing her . wat do u wan frm her ?! ii noe ii shldnt iinterfer but iim realii sad to see her lidat . ii feel so bad n guilty . ii realii m . ii realii dun wiish tiings to turn out tiis way .
iin some way or another ii noe iim oso at fault . pls tell miie wat ii diid wrong . if ii dun understand . pls explaiin to miie till ii understand . iim stubborn n childiish . ii niid ppl to be thr to correct miie n giiv miie adviice . tiis few days iim realii too stress up lerhhx n mayb wud be unreasonable but pls understand n pardon for my rudeness .
God bless . may all be well
Labels: ♥ self-deniial
saturday was so bad . n it started wiif my siis concert . haiishhx . ii got xtra tiickets to go to de concert n so ii ask esther to go along as well as lynard n julie .lynard say dun wan n oso dun hav de money to go but julie can go so ii say no prob . after tat he ask tat got xtra tiicket can let dao cun go mahhx cos she wana go ii say ok cos ii jux nice hav 3 tiickets xtra n siince lynard not goiin of cos dao cun can go . budden after tat he say tat he wana go too n ask miie fiind another tiicket when he fiind out tat esther iis goiin . wth . ii say ii onlii got 3 tiiickets ahhx . iif lidat why ask dao cun iin de 1st place . iin de end dao cun dun wan go lerhhx n ii fiind out lata tat two of de tiickets iis seperated de . onlii 3 iis tgt but iin de 3 thr's ordy booked by miie n my siis fren lerhhx so onlii can let another person iin . so iin de end iin de end mii n esther n my siis fren went for de concert . n bcos of tiis concert lynard not happy vf miie . ok fiine . n de farewell outiing for julie is oso cancelled . twiin iis not goiin bcos of some urgent tiing n iim iirriitated by nigel . mii n esther hav totali no mood to go for de outiing lerhhx . we all tot tat everytiing iis cancelled n we all not meetiing at all .
esther n ii wana go sheng pub after de concert n so ii told sheng tat we be goiin later on . den sheng told nigel tat we be thr n tat nigel go n tell lynard . lynard at 1st was angry tat we diin iinform hiim tat we be goiin pub but he saiid tat he wun follow n let us go . he will meet us at esther place after we are done . but hu knows tat he was thr at de pub at 8plus waiitiing for us !!!
he LIED ! ii was so piissed off . n tat nite my sis pang seh miie . she herself say wan go pub de wan join miie de . budden suddenly pop up one fren vf her . ii tot she oso joiin us for pub so iim fiine vf it but iin de end she say she got gastric wana eat tiing . ok . my fren say tat de pub got sell food too . friied riice .etc . but she dun wan . euu noe wat she eat anot ? .. mac !! gastriic eat mac ahhx . ok fiine nvm . she say she will joiin miie after tat ii told her to be fast cos iim goiin hm verii soon lerhhx . but hell duno after wat tym she still vf her fren n dey at fiirst say dey cannot stay long oso hav to go home early but actions n words dey say diid not fit one bit ! iim so diisappoiinted vf my siis . bcos of my promises to her to go for de concert . ii quarrelled wiif lynard n nigel n miing lun . ii waiited for her . waiited n waiited . beiing left out iis wat ii get iin return . even before ii went home ii called her to ask her whr was she as iim worriied bout her goiin home alone n wana take cab to briing her home . but she say she walk home . frm tanjong pagar to paya lebar ? . siiao ahhx . ok fiine .. ii let her be . ii diin let her noe my motiive of calling her as thr wasnt any need at all . ii feel so stupiid .
kiiex . back to de pub tiingy . miie n esther was so shoocked n surpriise to see them thr . why are dey thr ? . we jux wana enjoy ourself alone n why cant dey leave us alone . den miing lun angry wiif miie oso . cos ii say ii will be back home soon as he niidda pass miie de storybook . he got de storybook frm my fren lerhhx .. iim so grateful to hiim but ii make hiim angry . sorry buddy . haiishhx . n ii cant stand juliie larhhx .. why mus euu come and tok to miie . ii was controlliing my emotiions euu noe ? . when euu come and tok to miie wif ur smooth talkiing euu totali make miie broke down agn . ii will miiss euu so much gal . ii dun wan euu go back to france julie . ii wan euu here . ii will realii miiss euu alot . pls dun go . sobbx . u oways make miie cry larhhx .. idiot gal . haha . aniiwae . thnx gal . for beiing thr for miie . after ii cry ii cool down lerhhx but head started to ache . haiishhx . after awhile miie n esther take cab go home lerhhx n esther was drank lerhhx . haiishx . ii wana be drank too but ii dun wiish to make a fool of myself agn . haiishhx .
at fiirst go concert happy happy de cos de concert was great n we enjoyed it alot but iin de end our mood end up lyk tiis . will thr be a day wiif no troubles ? . jux a day .
esther n ii wana go sheng pub after de concert n so ii told sheng tat we be goiin later on . den sheng told nigel tat we be thr n tat nigel go n tell lynard . lynard at 1st was angry tat we diin iinform hiim tat we be goiin pub but he saiid tat he wun follow n let us go . he will meet us at esther place after we are done . but hu knows tat he was thr at de pub at 8plus waiitiing for us !!!
he LIED ! ii was so piissed off . n tat nite my sis pang seh miie . she herself say wan go pub de wan join miie de . budden suddenly pop up one fren vf her . ii tot she oso joiin us for pub so iim fiine vf it but iin de end she say she got gastric wana eat tiing . ok . my fren say tat de pub got sell food too . friied riice .etc . but she dun wan . euu noe wat she eat anot ? .. mac !! gastriic eat mac ahhx . ok fiine nvm . she say she will joiin miie after tat ii told her to be fast cos iim goiin hm verii soon lerhhx . but hell duno after wat tym she still vf her fren n dey at fiirst say dey cannot stay long oso hav to go home early but actions n words dey say diid not fit one bit ! iim so diisappoiinted vf my siis . bcos of my promises to her to go for de concert . ii quarrelled wiif lynard n nigel n miing lun . ii waiited for her . waiited n waiited . beiing left out iis wat ii get iin return . even before ii went home ii called her to ask her whr was she as iim worriied bout her goiin home alone n wana take cab to briing her home . but she say she walk home . frm tanjong pagar to paya lebar ? . siiao ahhx . ok fiine .. ii let her be . ii diin let her noe my motiive of calling her as thr wasnt any need at all . ii feel so stupiid .
kiiex . back to de pub tiingy . miie n esther was so shoocked n surpriise to see them thr . why are dey thr ? . we jux wana enjoy ourself alone n why cant dey leave us alone . den miing lun angry wiif miie oso . cos ii say ii will be back home soon as he niidda pass miie de storybook . he got de storybook frm my fren lerhhx .. iim so grateful to hiim but ii make hiim angry . sorry buddy . haiishhx . n ii cant stand juliie larhhx .. why mus euu come and tok to miie . ii was controlliing my emotiions euu noe ? . when euu come and tok to miie wif ur smooth talkiing euu totali make miie broke down agn . ii will miiss euu so much gal . ii dun wan euu go back to france julie . ii wan euu here . ii will realii miiss euu alot . pls dun go . sobbx . u oways make miie cry larhhx .. idiot gal . haha . aniiwae . thnx gal . for beiing thr for miie . after ii cry ii cool down lerhhx but head started to ache . haiishhx . after awhile miie n esther take cab go home lerhhx n esther was drank lerhhx . haiishx . ii wana be drank too but ii dun wiish to make a fool of myself agn . haiishhx .
at fiirst go concert happy happy de cos de concert was great n we enjoyed it alot but iin de end our mood end up lyk tiis . will thr be a day wiif no troubles ? . jux a day .
Labels: ♥ FOOL
everytiing goes wrong tiis few days . nth was smooth . iin de end iits was twiin n boiiboii can make miie laugh agn . thnx guys . eventhough ytd onlii beiing vf u two for a few hrs . iit make miie cheer up alot . luv u guys man . haiishhx . but all de troubles is still yet settled .
frii after sch went to work . ii was damn hyper . duno for wateva hell reason but was verii hyper n kiipp jumpiing here n thr goiin crazy . but whn de darkness fall . devil came n took my happiiness away .
de whole story started vf a book . a normal story book tat caused all de troubles between us.
`one day she brought a storybook to sch n ii borrowed it frm her . de storiies iinsiide was so niice n so deciided to borrow it frm her for a day . promiise her tat ii wud return her de nxt day . on tat day ii went to meet twiin at woodlands . sweetheart was at woodlands too so we met up. after tat sweetheart wana go pasiir riis de chalet . at de chalet she was bored n ii lent her de storybook. ii saiid tat she got to return miie on tat niite as ii niidda return to my fren . she saiid she wud . but iin de end she forgotten . ii triied lots of ways to get back de book but iits was so hard to fiind her or contact her . 3weeks passed n de book still vf her . jux whn on tat day she saiid she wud come n return she was send to hospital of low blood pressure . my fren was so angry wiif miie n saiid tat ii oways giiv excuses n lyiing to her . pls gal . iim not . ii triied my best to get back ler . not tat ii dun wana return . its jux tat my fren cudnt return miie . my heart realii break whn u saiid tat kiinds of tiings to miie . n bcos of tat book tiingy . u all dun wana lend miie notes n ii failed my tests cos ii dun understand one biit at all . ii hav help u all wriite notes take notes for u all but tiis iis wat ii get iin return jux bcos of tat book tiingy . tiis iis so unfaiir when iits not even my fault . mayb its my miistake to lend to my fren in de 1st place . haiishx .
so on frii when u quarrel wiif miie , ii totali broke down . ii hav control my emotions lerhhx but ii jux cudnt stop my tears frm falliinq . ii so shacked at work tat ii hav to get back my to myself agn . thnx buddy for helpiing miie to call my fren to get de book back . after awhile ii go crazy agn . n ii mean totali crazy . it was jux to get my stress out . haha . i cant giiv a sad face cos iim workiing but ii got to stress out so ii deciide to use my craziiness to stress out . hhaaha .
den at nite i took alot of flowers frm them n balloons too . haha .. wana bring iin to de cinema but dey dun allow . im jux lyk a small kiid whiinniing tat tym . haha . everyone was laughiing ^^ my manger treat us to movie after work mahhx .. den was crazy plus plus crazy lerhhx . haha .
note for esther darliinq :
sorry darliinq tat ii cant come early tat day cos de manager onlii can book two taxii n we hav to share cab . n dey all goiin for moviies so ii one way or other ii hav to join them too . hope ya understand . thnx gal n realii sorry to be so late tat day =x
frii after sch went to work . ii was damn hyper . duno for wateva hell reason but was verii hyper n kiipp jumpiing here n thr goiin crazy . but whn de darkness fall . devil came n took my happiiness away .
de whole story started vf a book . a normal story book tat caused all de troubles between us.
`one day she brought a storybook to sch n ii borrowed it frm her . de storiies iinsiide was so niice n so deciided to borrow it frm her for a day . promiise her tat ii wud return her de nxt day . on tat day ii went to meet twiin at woodlands . sweetheart was at woodlands too so we met up. after tat sweetheart wana go pasiir riis de chalet . at de chalet she was bored n ii lent her de storybook. ii saiid tat she got to return miie on tat niite as ii niidda return to my fren . she saiid she wud . but iin de end she forgotten . ii triied lots of ways to get back de book but iits was so hard to fiind her or contact her . 3weeks passed n de book still vf her . jux whn on tat day she saiid she wud come n return she was send to hospital of low blood pressure . my fren was so angry wiif miie n saiid tat ii oways giiv excuses n lyiing to her . pls gal . iim not . ii triied my best to get back ler . not tat ii dun wana return . its jux tat my fren cudnt return miie . my heart realii break whn u saiid tat kiinds of tiings to miie . n bcos of tat book tiingy . u all dun wana lend miie notes n ii failed my tests cos ii dun understand one biit at all . ii hav help u all wriite notes take notes for u all but tiis iis wat ii get iin return jux bcos of tat book tiingy . tiis iis so unfaiir when iits not even my fault . mayb its my miistake to lend to my fren in de 1st place . haiishx .
so on frii when u quarrel wiif miie , ii totali broke down . ii hav control my emotions lerhhx but ii jux cudnt stop my tears frm falliinq . ii so shacked at work tat ii hav to get back my to myself agn . thnx buddy for helpiing miie to call my fren to get de book back . after awhile ii go crazy agn . n ii mean totali crazy . it was jux to get my stress out . haha . i cant giiv a sad face cos iim workiing but ii got to stress out so ii deciide to use my craziiness to stress out . hhaaha .
den at nite i took alot of flowers frm them n balloons too . haha .. wana bring iin to de cinema but dey dun allow . im jux lyk a small kiid whiinniing tat tym . haha . everyone was laughiing ^^ my manger treat us to movie after work mahhx .. den was crazy plus plus crazy lerhhx . haha .
note for esther darliinq :
sorry darliinq tat ii cant come early tat day cos de manager onlii can book two taxii n we hav to share cab . n dey all goiin for moviies so ii one way or other ii hav to join them too . hope ya understand . thnx gal n realii sorry to be so late tat day =x
Labels: ♥ nv be de same agn
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
diin update for quite awhile .no mood to wriite .
too manii tiings happen .
cant ii jux hav peace for even one day .
but iim quiite glad tat twiin accompany miie
de whole day ytd . thnx twiin .
well . ii got damn lot wana write but jux
dun hav de mood . mayb another day bahhx .
tata . sayonara
Labels: ♥ all gone
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
whiich iis de truths n whiich iis de liies .iin de end ii still believe hiim .
well . tiis will be de last chance lerhhx .
iif aniitiing liidat happen agn .
ii realii will broke down n tat will be de end .
ii will still giiv all my trust to hiim .
even iif iin de end ii will still end up gettiing hurt .
ii hav to trust hiim iif ii made de decisiion beiing wiif hiim.
so tiis iis my decision .
n ii realii hope tat ii realii wun regret it . GOD BLESS pls .
i love u
Labels: ♥ trust
haha . its damn long ii diin update lerhhx .
alot of tiings happen tiis week n iim totali gona collapse soon .
but thnx to darliing . sweet heart . meii n twiintwiin tat iim
feeliing so much beta now . haha .
ytd went to woodlands take my 77 street de member card .
2mths lerhhx den take . haha .
at thr ii meet twiintwiin for de 1st tym although we noe each other
for abt 3 years lerhhx . haha .
after tat meet da zhu daddy . thnx daddy for de two sausage.
yum yum . haha . after awhile daddy niid go hm lerhhx den
ii go mos burger study n do hmwk . so guaii riite . haha .
den arnd 8plus sweetheart n her m'sia cousiin
come fiind miie . n treat miie diinner .
thnx so much deariie . iim realii starviing . haha .
will treat u bac soon . haha . muackx .
after de meal . stiingRAY meet miie n return my CD .
den he go hm . dotx . haha . sweet heart n her cousiin
bring miie to yiishun eat 'dou hua'
so yummy lorhhx .. haha .. nxt tym mux buy for baby try .
den go sweet heart de hux take tiing .
after tat de cousiin go bac woodlands but sweet heart goiin
pasiir riis for chalet . den ii pei her go . but went to my hux put tiing
den take cab down to thr . duriing de trip to my hux happen alot of tiings
ii dun wiish to say n wana forget bout it .
we went to chalet arnd 1plus den come back arnd 4plus .
slept at 5 n woke up at 6 den go sch .
lazy update de last week events n ii dun wiish to rmb too .
iit have been a realii bad week for miie n ii niid tym to adjust .
untill now ii still cant beliieve tat al tiis tiings are happeniing riite now .
but ii now sad to say tat de feeliings are fadiing soon after ii heard
all de tiings ii shldnt noe . iits realii hurts my feeliing .
despiite of all wat ii diid for u . tiis iis wat ii get bac iin return .
ii nv expect to get bac aniitiing but ii oso nv expect tat wat
ii realii get bac iis all tiis . wat hav ii done wrong actuali .
ii noe iim stupiid n dumb n slow but ii dun tiink ii deserve all tiis .
iim tryiing all best to make u happy but wateva ii seem to do .
ya still unhappy wiif all . wat do u wan actuali . wat u wana miie to do .
im so desperate now . but ii noe ii shldnt do silly tiings jux bcos of u .
while ii noe thr will be ppl hu be verii sad n worry iif iim act lidat .
so dun worry guys . ii will not do silly tiings de .
n face all de reality n be brave to stand up agn . ii try my best .
ii will not wear a mask frm now on . iits tym for miie to take down my mask
n be my true self . n show my real feeliings . ii noe ii will do it n
ii MUST do iit too . all de best to miie . GOD BLESS . ^^
btw . happy April FOOLs Day
n iim a fool iin de end .
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alot of tiings happen tiis week n iim totali gona collapse soon .
but thnx to darliing . sweet heart . meii n twiintwiin tat iim
feeliing so much beta now . haha .
ytd went to woodlands take my 77 street de member card .
2mths lerhhx den take . haha .
at thr ii meet twiintwiin for de 1st tym although we noe each other
for abt 3 years lerhhx . haha .
after tat meet da zhu daddy . thnx daddy for de two sausage.
yum yum . haha . after awhile daddy niid go hm lerhhx den
ii go mos burger study n do hmwk . so guaii riite . haha .
den arnd 8plus sweetheart n her m'sia cousiin
come fiind miie . n treat miie diinner .
thnx so much deariie . iim realii starviing . haha .
will treat u bac soon . haha . muackx .
after de meal . stiingRAY meet miie n return my CD .
den he go hm . dotx . haha . sweet heart n her cousiin
bring miie to yiishun eat 'dou hua'
so yummy lorhhx .. haha .. nxt tym mux buy for baby try .
den go sweet heart de hux take tiing .
after tat de cousiin go bac woodlands but sweet heart goiin
pasiir riis for chalet . den ii pei her go . but went to my hux put tiing
den take cab down to thr . duriing de trip to my hux happen alot of tiings
ii dun wiish to say n wana forget bout it .
we went to chalet arnd 1plus den come back arnd 4plus .
slept at 5 n woke up at 6 den go sch .
lazy update de last week events n ii dun wiish to rmb too .
iit have been a realii bad week for miie n ii niid tym to adjust .
untill now ii still cant beliieve tat al tiis tiings are happeniing riite now .
but ii now sad to say tat de feeliings are fadiing soon after ii heard
all de tiings ii shldnt noe . iits realii hurts my feeliing .
despiite of all wat ii diid for u . tiis iis wat ii get bac iin return .
ii nv expect to get bac aniitiing but ii oso nv expect tat wat
ii realii get bac iis all tiis . wat hav ii done wrong actuali .
ii noe iim stupiid n dumb n slow but ii dun tiink ii deserve all tiis .
iim tryiing all best to make u happy but wateva ii seem to do .
ya still unhappy wiif all . wat do u wan actuali . wat u wana miie to do .
im so desperate now . but ii noe ii shldnt do silly tiings jux bcos of u .
while ii noe thr will be ppl hu be verii sad n worry iif iim act lidat .
so dun worry guys . ii will not do silly tiings de .
n face all de reality n be brave to stand up agn . ii try my best .
ii will not wear a mask frm now on . iits tym for miie to take down my mask
n be my true self . n show my real feeliings . ii noe ii will do it n
ii MUST do iit too . all de best to miie . GOD BLESS . ^^
btw . happy April FOOLs Day
n iim a fool iin de end .
------------------------ o1.o4.o8 ♣ Tuesday ----------------------
Labels: ♥ all depends on miie