DO NOT DEFINE ME.
Monday, June 1, 2009
WEEK 3 DAY 12so fast its de 3rd week ler ohhs.
today is de 1st day of de 3rd week.
hmm slowly use to it ler bahhs.
mayb its not as bad as i tink.
but ii miss her alot.
tiink will contact back my gal-frens bahhs.
been ages since ii last saw them.
cos oways wif baby mahhs ..
haha hmm... ii miiss them alot too.
ytd saw a fren blog.
kinda sad.
duno how to explain.
wana care for her bt havin 2nd tots bout calling.
she nv really treat me as a real fren ii tink.
she nv mention anyting abt me in her blog.
mayb i not good enuff to be her real fren.
just a hi-bye fren mayb.
she wun tink of me whether sad or happy,
iim nth to her ..
we were once very close fren ..
bt so ? she still wun tink of me when she is sad or happy .
she will only tiink of *a* and *a** ...
ii oways tink iim a failure in both frenship n relationship.
no one will ever tink of me at all.
iim upset is bcos she is my closest fren tat time n yet ... ...
nvm .. until one day she did something tat make me real mad
n real pissed tat till today ii still haven 4giv her..
ue may say iim petty n unforgiving unreasonable
but she hurt my real deep .. real real deep .
till tis second i still can remember de hurt de pain .
bt however angry ii am .. when ii saw her blog how much stress
n hardship she went thru tis few days
ii still will heartache for her ..
wanted to care for her ...
hen xiang an wei ta ...
hell noe whye ii will feel tat way ...
haiishhx . hate myself ...
anw .. in de end found an excuse to call her ..
she confide in me . im happy ..
but not really tat happy cos ii noe she oways confide in anyone.
& ii dun hav tat importance to her tat she will tink of me .
oh nvm ... ii called her other bestfren to care for her le.
hope she can get back her feet n dun tiink too much...
all de best to her...
today Chinese Olevel Paper 1&2 ...
diid so-so bahhs...
not much comments on it ...
just tat ii noe ii sure wun get an A ..
but ii really do hope ii can get at least a B3 ..
my past papers hav been B4&B4 ..
kiinda disappointiing derhhs ..
after exam guaiiguaii go home ..
after bathe den fall asleep lerhhs ..
diin do much tis few days bt duno whyye still will feel tired.
weird ...
things ii wana achieve :
'get good results (must study hardhard !!!)
'get back in contact wif gal-frens (improve f/s)
'better&better r/s wif baby (iiloveyou^^)
tats all for now ...
tadatada-dum ~!
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