DO NOT DEFINE ME.
Monday, October 13, 2008
SAT 12 oct '08&
SUN 13 oct '08
&
MON 14 oct '08
- SAT morniing -
today suppose to celebrate mel bdae (advance)
but iin one way or another she ownself spoilt it all
today iis a bad day
woke up quite early today
siister soowee called miie(:
tats whyye ii can get up . hhaha
but ii got tat funny feeling tat today wun went on smoothly
cos ytd had a small quarrel wiif mel
after wake up ii ordy start to prepare tiings lerhhs
ii dress niicely . make up niicely . putting fake eye lashes all tat
n tiings ii rarely do at all . n iits jux for her. on her celebratiion
den arnd 1plus soowee siis come my hux borrow my heels(:
den ii pack my tiings den go off meet her godma
bus to tm to meet her godma den her godma wana cab home to siis hux
haha . stay arnd her hux for awhile cos she nidda take smth
after tat bus to lihui hux
after tat meet jun yu.
den slack arnd lihui block thr awhile
den bus to simei.
met gary wei ji they all . den slack awhile
train to somerset cos plan hao say at thr celebrate
but on de way alot of tiings happen so plans change
jux rch somerset den soowee&junyu say wan go
downtown for fren bbq . so bus to bedok den rch bedok
hav laksa for diinner(: den junyu say we verii late lerhhs
den cab to downtown
den at de start of de park we walk to de end of de park
cos de pit is thr . we shld cab till ther de luhhs
stupiid us . haha . hmm den we rch lerhhs quite tiired
n iits super duper cold thr .
but managed to fall aslp anw . haha
de sky was even dupiier . iits so niice luhhs .
can stay thr 4ever lerhhs XD
anw . after duno how long . mel fiinalii rch
she come to pass us de cake .
den eat hao lerhh we walk back to downtown
tiink of all de walkiing alrdy makiing miie feel tiired now
hahas . anw . ii called jaron down for movie ' eagle eye '
jiie kaii oso joiin us . thnx to jun yu iinviite
jaron suppose to 'treat' 3 of us onlii den now hav to 'treat' 4 lerhhs
feel so bu hao yii sii luhhs . n really thnx(:
duriing de waiit for de moviie starts ,
de atmosphere was quite bad.
oh wateva . anw . at mac ii saw boiiboii de mum n her frens
hhaha so long nv see auntiie lerhhs
miissed her . hhaha tiink tiis week go boiiboii hux viisiit her bahhs(:
- SUN morniing -
hmm after de show den everyone cab home.
de show iis still verii niice although ii watch iit de 2nd tiime(:
hahhas . hmm btw on de cab we will all argueing hu to go home 1st
den junyu kana scold by miie =.=''
say wat send miie home den he walk home after tat .
somemore jux now still say headache. ben dan
jiie kaii got off fiirst den jun yu den miie den siis
jaron cab home alone cos he iis de onlii one hu liive
at kembangan while de 4 of us liive at tamp . hmm
home sweet home.
ii miiss my bed so much iim so tiired n feeling abiit siick
den went to get my temperature. iits 37.8?
fall slp at 8.10am . wake up at 9.05am
den went to marketplace wiif mum n bro
mum say wan miie go thr check my body health smth lidat
on de way thr ii was like a liiviing zombiie .
my eyes were half close de luhhs . realii verii shack
mum wan miie eat breakfast but duno whyye feel so bloated
no appetiite . so diin eat .
after de so call health check ii do home fiirst
mum n bro still wana buy tiings .
den on de way home ii kiip bang iinto wall
but iit still dun make miie awake though . haha
when fiinally rch home eat some medii den straiight go bed
fall aslp at once ii tiink .
slept at 12plus wake up 4plus.
arnd 5plus meet jaron at pasiir riis
den after diinner go amk for iinterviiew.
we deciide watch moviie agn . haha . de 'house bunny'
ii noe ii watch b4 laas but iits realii niice n better den eagle eye luuhs
so wana watch iit agn . so niice . so niice so niice so niice~!
after moviie den bus back to bedok change bus
den home sweet home . tiink fall aslp quite fast too (:
- MON morniing -
wake up at 12 liidat ? ii tiink.
den wash up prepare go meet 4/3 at tm~!
well . not all 4/3 peeps though . half of 4/3 bahhs
let see iif ii rmb who goes.
`miie
`riiona
`brenda
`atiiqah
`jolene
`valerie
`alvintay
`razzaan
`fatin
`qayyum
`rebecca
`zuhaili
`naufal
`kianann
`reyme
`alex
`wilson
`umai
`laitfah
`suhailah
`adrie
thy teachers~
`mr chan (formtcher)
`mr choo (physiics)
`mrs ong (eng)
`mrs ang (chem)
hope ii diin miiss out anyone(:
anw . ii enjoyed de outiing today
tchers treat us to swensens
n ii eat fiish&chiips n waffle dreams! (iicecreamwiifwaffle)
haha but no hotdogs
ii suddenly hav craviing for hotdogs n more hotdogs!
hhaha :D
hmm everyting was so niice until when de iice cream came
smth upsettiing happen but ii lazy type so lalalala~!
but dun worry iit doesnt liink wiif miie XD
hmm . after tat we go to open plaza hav our class fotos
hmm tiink iis half class foto bahhs (:
will upload de piicx when ii got iit from de cameramans(:
after tat junyu&hiisfren&soowee come fiind miie
went home arnd 6plus.
den pop on de bed n slp till 10plus
so so tiired. tiink tmr not goiin anywhr
guaii guaii stay at home till ii fully recover(:
tiink tats all . toodles~!
melissa. thr's really alot of tiings ii wiish to tell ue .
maybe ii will fiind one day n tok tiings out wif ue
ii jux wana a good tok n not a quarrel .
ii dun wiish our siisterhood to go on lyk tiis anymore
iim jux goiin to giiv ue n mayb myself .
one last chance for our frenshiip .
iif tiings still goes on liidat .
mayb iits realii gonna break.
but even so . ii stiill luv u gal
all de best
&soowee
pls dun force miie wiif miie&junyu lerhhs can?
u oso noe love cant be force
so whyye ue kiip helppiing hiim doiin all tiis?
ii noe he really niice to miie n treat miie verii gudd
but tiis doesnt giiv miie an excuse to be wiif hiim ahhs
iif liidat every guys tat treat miie gudd ii hav to be wiif hiim?
ii tiink ii got alot of boiifrens lerhhs luhhs
n gal . all de more ue do tiis . all de more ii start to diilike hiim
iits haviing all de negetatiive effects iinstead .
iits jux not helpiing at all gal . so stop iit will ue ?
ii noe u wan de guudd for miie . but realli hopes ue will understand
jux let nature take its course wun cha ?.
ii love ue siis (:
junyu.
as ii saiid b4
iits not tat ya not gudd enuff
iits jux tat de feeliing iis not thr
ii dun hav tat kiind of feeliing nor chemiistry wiif ue
ue reallii treat miie verii gudd n sometiimes iim realii touched
but sometiimes ii feel stressed too
ii feel controlled by ue . wat ii do whr ii go
wat ii reply my frens iin msg n wat they reply ue oso wan see
iits like ii hav no privacy at all .
ue makiing miie feel out of breathe . ii niid space to breathe my boii
stop doiin all tiis . pls ?
dun make miie go to de extend tat ii will hate ue .
ii dun wiish nor want to .
ii jux wan be frenx . gudd frenx . tats all.
ue understand ? :X
ii say one more tiime bahhs
lets nature take iits course(:
damiian.
yeshh ue
ue tiis da ben dan .
ii realii duno wat to say
ii say so much ii oso duno it will get iinto ur head anot
but ii hope u will seriiously tiink over wat ii saiid laas
ue say ue dun wana lose miie as tiis frens so ue better head my adviice
get over her n stop makiing urself to depress .
ii dun wiish and dun lyk to see my frens liidat
dun take my old path .
iits not at all niice to walk at all.
iits took miie alot of strength to change my path n deciide to take a new path
but iits worth iit cos iim happiier .
although sometiimes ii still tend to hiide my sadness, but ,
whenever ii tiink tat thr's oways someone hu cares for miie will feel sad&worriied for miie
ii will be happy n will not try to tiink of iit anymore.
boii . ue noe tat ppl (frenx) do realii cares bout ue .
so how can ue let them down n make them kiip worryiing for ue ?
how can ue be such a selfiish fren .
haiish .tats all ii gottta say lerhhs .
u wan here or dun wan iis ur prob lerhhs
ii triied my best .
but ii'll oways be here for ue wheneva u niid miie(:
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