DO NOT DEFINE ME.
Monday, April 21, 2008
its a brand new day when we woke up de next day . we both slept lyk a piig but ii slp longer den esther . haha . her mum bought mac for us . so sweet of her . haha . after breakfast we go down to salon . ii wana cut my friinge . too long lerhhx . haha . at de salon twiin called miie . ask tat wana go out wiif hiim n boiiboii mahhx so ii saiid ok cos ii diin see them for near a week lerhhx . but ii niidda peii darliinq buy haiirdye n help her dye her haiir black b4 meetiing them ^^ .ii met them at dhoby ghaut n boiiboii was playiing para para . u was danciing well boii ^^ hahha .
after tat dey go play billard . haha . but ii duno hu wiin . haha . after tat boiiboii niidda go work ler n twiin gonna meet hiis godma . so we went to a place to smoke . iis dey smoke not miie ahhx . haha . boiiboii n twiin kipp makiing fun of miie n playiing triicks on miie . esp boiiboii . notti lehhx . hahha . but ii was haviing alot of fun wiif them . haha . boiiboii smoke for nearly an hr den we departed . so ii was played by hiim for an hr . arghx . haha . its was onli a few hrs wiif them but de few hrs can make up de sadness ii hav tat day . theiir presence was tat great . haha .
hmm .. whn ii rch darliinq hus iits onlii 6.30pm . we still got 3hrs plus to meet buddy to pass miie de storybook . so we chattiing for 2hrs plus . hhaah . we were so happiily chattiing n siingiing when esther saw ur blog . why diid euu wrote such tiing n make her sad agn . she was gettiing cheerful biit by biit lerhhx but why mux euu come n destroy her cheerfulness once agn . my heart realii hurts to see her lidat . cant euu jux leave her alone . euu saiid euu wuud . u saiid u wun contact her agn . but iin msn euu still chat vf her . uu noe tat she will be sad when she sees wat euu wrote iin ur blog . euu are so sly man . ii hate u . iif euu realii tat noble n ordy hav kiip ur promise n leave her alone lerhhx . she hav try not to tiink bout tiis kiind of tiings but eu kiip makiing her tiink of those sadness . euu oways went back ur words . u say euu wun follow us to de pub but u diid . u say euu will leave her alone but u still botheriing her . wat do u wan frm her ?! ii noe ii shldnt iinterfer but iim realii sad to see her lidat . ii feel so bad n guilty . ii realii m . ii realii dun wiish tiings to turn out tiis way .
iin some way or another ii noe iim oso at fault . pls tell miie wat ii diid wrong . if ii dun understand . pls explaiin to miie till ii understand . iim stubborn n childiish . ii niid ppl to be thr to correct miie n giiv miie adviice . tiis few days iim realii too stress up lerhhx n mayb wud be unreasonable but pls understand n pardon for my rudeness .
God bless . may all be well
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