DO NOT DEFINE ME.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
no mood to update tiis few days .been tiinkiing through alot of tiings .
duno wats wrong wats rite now .
whiich iis de liies n whiich iis de truth .
suddenly all de trust is all gone .
begiin to doubt tiis doubt tat .
suspect tiis suspect tat .
how diid ii become lidat .
dun ask miie . ii duno too .
realii duno wat to tiink aniimore .
ii've been teliing myself tat iim been
tiinkiing too much . realii too much .
shld jux stop tiinkiing n concentrate on
on my studies . ii noe ii shld . but its jux
so diiffiicult . easy to say but hard to be done.
was it a mistake in de first place ? .
iim so unsure now . whr hav my confidence
gone to ? . iim feel so despress n thr's no one
to turn to tok abt it . no one wud understand
miie . even one biit . my iinner self are so
damn hard to understand . even ii too ,
dun understand myself at all . maybe .
its jux miie , hu wudnt wan to understand .
living iin a fantasy dream . no one can wake miie up.
m ii happy ? . m ii sad ? . sometym ii oso duno
wat m ii feeliing too . haha .
iim so ridiculous .
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