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Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

since 29May'09

Lost Paradise


K R I S L Y N N
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
Make no judgements where you have no compassion



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Sunday, November 8, 2009

work at tamp giant today ((:
kitkat xmas promo ^^

bossboss, kyo, youngyoung auntie :D


Santarina Kyo !!!



whole of my workmates!!! lovesloves ^^

kyo & jewel !!!


yanling & kyo ((:



haha !!! its been a real enjoyment working with them today !!!
n de boss is a real sweetie !!!
she is very relax with us,
kiip giving us goodies n doting us.
ii love her man !!!
looking real forward to work wif her n de rest of them agn ((:
n ii got a pleasant surprise too !!!
ii realise tat jewel went to de same sec sch as me !!!
no wonder she seems so familiar in de first place.
haha ^^
ohhs btw !!!
ytd work at singapore cricket club is real fun man !!!
de customers are so funny n frenly ((:
thr was 3 ang mo tat play crazily wif me.
2 of them make me upside down ,
n carry me up on their shoulders too.
they're 1.8m or more,
so imagine how high ii am !!!
haha so fun luhhs !!!
n ii made a lot of frens too !!!
iim so so happy n hyper ytd luhhs .
been ages siince ii had so much fun.
haha . ii jux love working.
ii duno whyye ppl find working is a bore,
but ii only noe ,
for me ,
working is an enjoyment.
whye make it hard for urself,
make it a fun job n ue be happy n wun feel so tired too.
haha !!!
LOVES x3



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十一月八日,晴天



不知不觉,



大考要过了。



只剩下两天就考完了。



时间过得真快呀。



一转眼,



我要毕业了哟。



……



这几天一直忙着工作,



也没什么时间读书了。



但高兴的是,



我的literature的试卷,



比我理想中考的还要好。



因为我根本没有温习很多,



但在考试时还能写很多,



多到我没有时间做完。



真希望真的可以拿到好成绩呀。



……



考完试后我会接很多工作做,



所以我会非常的忙,



但我的手机会二十四小时为你们而开哦。



所以呀,



有什么事尽管打给我哦。



我一定接!



这是我的承诺!



不会誓言!



哈哈!^^

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Sunday, November 1, 2009
十月三十一日,雨天


最近好忙呀。



不是做工就是读书。



今晚下了雨猫雨狗,



倾盆大雨的哗啦哗啦害得我冷得发抖。



交通也很不好哦。



一个红路灯就可以让我的巴士



卡在交通里半个小时多哟。



终于到了工作的地方,



老板才跟我说节目取消了,



因为雨太大了,



无法举行。



好失望呀。



也没关系吧。



可以让我有时间休息了。



这几天的活动真让我筋疲力尽。



没有真正的休息过。



不止工作上,



或学业上,



给我许多的烦恼,



还有很多很多其他的事情



让我好烦,好烦。



考完试后,



我也没得休息,



因为可能会找个全职的工作。



有间公司要和我签约当他的contract model。



我可能会考虑吧。



如能真和他签的话,



我可能会做多一份工吧。



因为events的工作不一定每天会有的。



做两份工的话,



这样一来又能赚多一点钱,



又能不花钱。



妈妈这几天一直和我要钱,



要赚多一点钱补回才行啊。



湘湘不能跨到。



也不可以呀。

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十月二十六日,晴



今天考英文试卷一和二。



到学校时,肚子好饿,



想买东西吃,



叔叔说那面还没好,



需要等多一下下,



我说:“好的”。



……



面煮好了,



要吃的时候,



老师说:“到时间排队啦!"



……



我把面换给叔叔,



说:“我考完试再回来吃”



叔叔说:“好的”。



……



英文试卷一考得还不错,



我都会做,



还蛮有信心的。



……



考完试卷一后,



在想,终于能吃我的面了,



可是到了餐厅,



店全都关了。



我好生气,



好失望,



也好饿。



根本没有心情考试。



不好意思啦,



我肚子饿心情会很差的,



谁叫我那么的贪吃!



哈哈!



……



不知所了,



我的试卷二考得不太理想,



有很多题不明白也不会做。



而且做到一半还肚子痛呢,



应该是太饿了吧。



……



原本今天有补习的,



但我真的没心情,



我快要饿扁了啦!



肚子饿是我的缺点!!!



哈哈!



和你说一个笑话哦,



你知道吗,



我饿到,到了家后,



一边吃饭一边哭。



可想而知我是多么的饿呀!



怪胎hor?



哈哈!



……



还有啊,



今天我老妈让我非常的痛狠她。



原因我不想说,



免得让我心情变差。



哈哈!



……



hmmm



明天是数学试卷一,



希望不会太难。



考试之前会和慧敏温习,



应该不会考得太差吧。



阿弥陀佛呀。



湘湘,你一定可以的!



yeahyeahyeah!



×自high×



哈哈!!!



♥紫梦

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十月二十五日, 晴


今天是星期天,




很多人因该都会出去吧。




我呢,




就会去补习社补习。




从1.30pm到晚上8pm。




感觉好像是在上学多过补习,




不同的是,




上学是早上的,




我就是在上‘午学’。




哈哈!




……




放‘学’后,




去amk和新朋友吃饭。




到了那里新朋友还没下班,




就逛了一会儿。




买了隐形眼镜。




四对才$56!




也就是说一对才$14哟!




超便宜超值的对吧!




况且我的隐形眼镜已经过期了还在用,




之到它裂了我才肯买新的。




我知道这样对眼睛不好,




但我真舍不得花钱啦。




哈哈!




……





然后呢,




吃饱后,




回了家,




冲了凉,




睡好觉!



♥紫梦

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Sunday, October 25, 2009
十月二十四日, 晴

去了amk和serene拿今晚的制服。



只有六套,她拿了一袋给我,



是有点夸张的。



哈哈!



拿了制服后,去了amk hub。



认识了一个朋友^^



在sereangoon和玉婷见面先。



她在NewFace有出先过哦,



但我没有影像,



因为我都不去看NewFace的。



哈哈!



对了,玉婷会在新的电视剧里演戏,



不过我忘了是什么电视剧了。



知道了再通知你们吧^^



……
我和玉婷快要迟到了,



不得不坐德士了。



我和德士司机说了是要去Singapore swimming club,



他却带我们去Chinese swimming club。



最可笑的是,我们下了车才发现是错的地方。



所以又要坐一辆德士去。



真破费!



……



终于到达了,



制服分给了她们,



换好了衣服,



开工了!



……



近天有好多人哟。



但没有比昨天忙,



因为今天又六个人做工,



昨天才有两个人。



客人们都很友善,



我还能有机会抱抱小宝宝呢!



她的妈妈说如果陌生人抱她,



她是会哭的。



但我抱了她,她却没哭哟!



好开心啊!



哈哈!



可惜的是我忘了和宝宝拍照当纪念。



……



今天我的脚超酸的。



知道为什么吗?



哈哈,那是因为我一直被拉上去跳舞。



哈哈,我跳得好差劲哦!



他们跳的是Germany freestyle的。



我跳了就那么一下,



就没idea了。



真差劲对吗?



哈哈!



放完工后,和新朋友一起去pasir ris。



因为我要去朋友家读书,



而新朋友要去chalet。



就这样过了一天了。



♥紫梦

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Friday, October 23, 2009
十月二十三日, 晴

今天真的好累啊!



昨晚大概两点睡吧,今早就六点多起身了。



本来约好九点和朋友见面的,



但我早到了一个小时。



我搭德士去的,



可是德士司机不知道如何去我的目的地。



兜了不知几圈,终于看到我的目的地了。



但可笑的是,他把我放错站。



害我嘚走回两个巴士站。



我不是埋怨我需要走回去,



只不过我的书包真的太过重了,



(有好多书本,打算晚上去朋友家读书的)



要我走回去是的确对我有点困难。



本来需要大概十分钟的时间可以走到的,



我却用了双倍的时间才能到达。



真觉得自己好可怜哟!哈哈!





……





九点了,朋友到了!



今天的节目是 :



1)陪朋友上学上课在SIM



2)去NUS renew 我的电话线



(但结果去了katong shopping mall吃午餐和唱歌)



3)4.45pm在bugis做工到六点三十分



(结果七点三十分才放工)



4)七点到十一点半在serangoon gdn country club做工



(bugis的工作七点三十才让我走人,所以迟到了一个小时。



希望老板不会扣我的薪水,而且我又搭德士去哦。



在加peak hours根贵呀!)



5)去朋友家读书


(读不成了,因为我实在太累了!)





♥紫梦

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Thursday, October 22, 2009

Peek-tures requested by Liting((:


erdinger beer uniform




have to tie plaits when working :/





it seems nicer with no plaits ((:






w/o plaits ^^




acting cute :D

more to upload but kinda lazy.

sol beer uniform seem abit undefine to post it here.

if interested den go my facebook hav a look den ^^

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/profile.php?id=693857540&v=photos

tats all for now((:

so long peeps x3

♥ 紫梦

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十月二十二日 , 晴




近天science practical 考试还不错吧。



希望不会考得太差。



考完试后就回家了。



大概五点多又出门了,去amk和静宁拿书本。



真的好重呀。



好才来回的时后有人载。



真棒!





静宁家那儿的咖啡店的副建面是超香超好吃的!



找一天一定要来多一盘!



……



近天终于可以看我的电视剧了!



这几天一之拼命的工作和读书,



根本没有多余的时间看电视或轻松一下。



好累好累。





但我还嘚加很多很多的油呀!



谁叫自己落后了那么那么多。




湘湘,要努力呀!





♥ 紫梦

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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
ii guess iim jux plain weird.
when its near exams period, most bloggers will stop updating till it ends.
but for me, ii start updating when its starting.
haha weirdo huh.
well . ii guess ii am ((:

tmr is my sci practical olevel exam
n nearly everyday ii been working,
when iim suppose to be studying n mugging like anyone else.
ahh well . ii still hav to earn money plus ii need tings to get tings off my mind.
so when iim not working, ii be studying.
when iim not studying, ii be working.
ii am NOT goin to shed tears so easily anymore.

tues was my worse experience of work ever.
gotten scolded for nth n accussed for nth.
well anyway ii got to make new frenx so iit doesnt matter now.
NO WAY tat ii will be a weakling agn.

today last day of sch.
n smth upsets me.
its like iim being accussed for nth agn.
feel like spilling everyting out of my heart but
on 2nd tots feels tat thr is no point at all.
ii shld hav seen it coming alrdy.
mayb jux wasnt prepared for it to come so soon.
tell me. wat are frenx? jux wat are them ?

oh well.
tats my life.
n since ii cant control wats gonna happen,
why not jux resign to my fate.


jux continue to be,
th-unpredictable.




PS. pls add me at th-unpredictable@live.com .
its my new email ^^
thnx a million.
nights peeps.

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Thursday, September 10, 2009
D1

he finally went in le.
19th den come out.
tiink now only huimin know iim feeling now.
sighh.

at first ii tot ii be alright.
tot tat ii be ok wif out him.
but as de time slowly pass by,
duno why my heart aches.
eyes feeling so watery.

hope 19th sept will faster come.
meanwhile, krislynn hav to buck up n study hardhard.
exams coming soonsoon .
sigh . everyting seems like coming so fast.
can everyting pls slow down.
ii cant catch up.
iim panting so hard, let me hav a breathe alright.
sigh .

hxn,etcl

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Thursday, July 2, 2009
haiishhx . here to promo my fren products agn ...
tiink my blog is a blog shop le luhhs ..
ii wan open too . but kinda lazy . haha nvm ..
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Monday, June 29, 2009


yoyo . here to promote my fren's items again.


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( prices will be attached wif de mail too )
thnk ue ((:









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Saturday, June 27, 2009
helping fren promo her supplier items again. haha. lolx


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any doubts please do feel free to leave a msg n ur email.
will get back to ue asap.
thnk u ^^

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Thursday, June 25, 2009
WEEK 6 DAY 38
peaceful week wif baby

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Friday, June 19, 2009
WEEK 5 DAY 32
its been 5week ... ...

last sat justin gave me a soft toy.
den during work ah dee go kidnap my pooh ..
will upload de kidnap piicx soon . haha ...

last few days had some big quarrels n arguements wif baby.
things are changing . things are diff ..
ii got to adapt.
ii got to get use to it ..
ii got to change tgt wif de changings ...
ii got to let go (?)

nth can be better den meeting my baby ..
but she's been real tired ..
really dun wan her worry ..
really wan her well ..
really wanna be by her side oways ..
how ii wiish ii can share her pains .
her tiredness ..
her sorrows ...
her troubles ....

bt sometimes feel like thr are smth tat she din tok to me abt ..
feel like thr are things she is hiding frm me ..
ii guess iim tiinkiing too muchh ..
ii guess iim goiing crazy ..
these few days are really hell to me ..

ytd when things are getting better btwn us ,
we quarrel agn ..
oh mosses god ..
when can we ever stop quarrel ..
ii really dun wan any unhappiness btwn us lerhhs ..
iim so scared tat ue will leave me agn ..
iim so scared ue will feeling fade agn ..
iim so scared ue dun wan me anymore ..
iim so scared ue dun love me whole heartily lerhhs ..

thr are times we make mistakes b4 ..
and thr are times we learn frm our mistakes too ..
ii lost ue once n ii learn my mistake lerhhs .
ii will not repeat my mistake agn ..
ue are wat ii wan now ..

ii have fallen too deep for ue ..
ii noe ii hav hurt ue b4 .
mayb its my retribution tat things turn out tis way bahhs ..
ii only got myself to blame ..

or mayb one day ii will change my mind agn ..
ii really duno ..
wateva happens ...
just let fate decide bahhs ..
ii shall let nature take its course ..




iiloveuebaby.

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Thursday, June 11, 2009
6th June de piicx.
credits to model mable n grab frm her bloggy ((:



playing wiif mable cam I
(@sakaeSushi)



playing wiif mable cam II
(@sakaeSushi)



Me&Mable I
(@sakaeSushi)




Me&Mable II
(@sakaeSushi)




candid by Mable^^
(@sakaeSushi)




frm Left : Mable, Bevlyn, Krislynn, Tingyi
(@tanjongBeach)





Organiser Mike, Mable, Bevlyn, Krislynn
(@tanjongBeach)





will Post more piicx soon ((:

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WEEK 4 DAY 23
moody day .

today suppose to go SP for some event de.
end up din go.
dun wan say why .
dun feel like mentioning.

anw . as ii tot ii got go SP so ii change my schedule a later timing.
bt in de end nv go so decide go ws superdog study.
bt at thr cant study too. cos ii alot duno how to do .
haiish . nxt week must jiiayou lerhhhs .

arnd 3plus den go ehub.
start work at 4pm.
den found out dat tmr hav to go work frm 7am till 8pm.
13hrs of work . tink will diie . today still do closing .
haiish . regret to change my timing today.
fk 'them' laas . oways mess up my life .
fk out frm my life laas.
ii duno why oways so good .
forgive u agn n agn n agn bt ue still ...
ohh fk laas .
during work oso got ppl wan go against me.
i diin even do anyting luhhs.
den kiip saying me tiings .
fk laas . fkfkfkfkfkfkfkfkfkfkkfkfk
arghs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat hapen to my life siia ..
fkin ridiculous de .
knnbccb !!!!!!!!!!!
why lidat de .

felt all de darkness arnd me.
so cold .
so dark .
its freezing .
its blank .
thr's nothing.

nothing.
at all.

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Tuesday, June 9, 2009
WEEK 4 DAY 21
so fast 4week lerh :x
but still not yet adapt.

really miiss my baby alot.
so much tat ii cried agn haiishx.

this few days not too good for me.
sat de photoshoot is de worse shoot ii ever had.
all de photographers (nearly all) so demanding.
den ii stupid go listen to them.
while other models reject thr request.
duno why am ii so stupid. arghs

after shoot went sakae wif de models.
organisers treat us eat de.
total bill iis 190plus for 9 ppl. still ok bahhs.
after eat cab to baby hus n slp.

de shoot hav drain my energy.
n kkinda feverish lerhhs.
a good rest make me better .

sunday baby goin in camp lerhhs.
b4 tat still quarrel abit but in de end ok lerhhs.
really dun wan to quarrel wif baby lerhhs.
ii wan spent de tie happily wif baby.
cos cant see her often . haiish
ii miiss ue so much baby :x

as ii noe tat ii will be very sad tat she goiin camp
so ii go work b4 she go off
at least work will get my occupied
den wun miss her so much.

well . enuff of de sad things.
ytd . monday when i work ii saw alot of ppl.
male actor adam chen , my mediacorp fren n m classmates n my ex workmate
adam was doin a shoot outside superdog.
very funny luhhs they shoot adam goin up n down de escalator den no more.
very de dots ohhs =.=

den when my frens come ii make a mess of myself.
key wrong order n send wrong order to my frens.
so embarrassed luhhs tink too tired le den very mix up haha.
cos got alot of customers oso den we not enuff ppl.
rush here rush thr de.

den iim suppose to work till 8.
bt extended to 10 cos niidd ppl.
smth upsetting happen during tat time.
bout my modeling de n ii dun wana mention it here
haiishhs.

today start work at 10am . suppose end at 6pm
but ii dun feel well so go off at 2pm.
rch hm slpslpslp den now cant slp so update blog.
tink end here lerhhs . tata niights

baby.
iiloveyou

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Monday, June 1, 2009
WEEK 3 DAY 12
so fast its de 3rd week ler ohhs.
today is de 1st day of de 3rd week.

hmm slowly use to it ler bahhs.
mayb its not as bad as i tink.
but ii miss her alot.

tiink will contact back my gal-frens bahhs.
been ages since ii last saw them.
cos oways wif baby mahhs ..
haha hmm... ii miiss them alot too.

ytd saw a fren blog.
kinda sad.
duno how to explain.
wana care for her bt havin 2nd tots bout calling.
she nv really treat me as a real fren ii tink.
she nv mention anyting abt me in her blog.
mayb i not good enuff to be her real fren.
just a hi-bye fren mayb.
she wun tink of me whether sad or happy,
iim nth to her ..

we were once very close fren ..
bt so ? she still wun tink of me when she is sad or happy .
she will only tiink of *a* and *a** ...
ii oways tink iim a failure in both frenship n relationship.
no one will ever tink of me at all.
iim upset is bcos she is my closest fren tat time n yet ... ...

nvm .. until one day she did something tat make me real mad
n real pissed tat till today ii still haven 4giv her..
ue may say iim petty n unforgiving unreasonable
but she hurt my real deep .. real real deep .
till tis second i still can remember de hurt de pain .

bt however angry ii am .. when ii saw her blog how much stress
n hardship she went thru tis few days
ii still will heartache for her ..
wanted to care for her ...
hen xiang an wei ta ...
hell noe whye ii will feel tat way ...
haiishhx . hate myself ...

anw .. in de end found an excuse to call her ..
she confide in me . im happy ..
but not really tat happy cos ii noe she oways confide in anyone.
& ii dun hav tat importance to her tat she will tink of me .
oh nvm ... ii called her other bestfren to care for her le.
hope she can get back her feet n dun tiink too much...
all de best to her...


today Chinese Olevel Paper 1&2 ...
diid so-so bahhs...
not much comments on it ...
just tat ii noe ii sure wun get an A ..
but ii really do hope ii can get at least a B3 ..
my past papers hav been B4&B4 ..
kiinda disappointiing derhhs ..

after exam guaiiguaii go home ..
after bathe den fall asleep lerhhs ..
diin do much tis few days bt duno whyye still will feel tired.
weird ...

things ii wana achieve :
'get good results (must study hardhard !!!)
'get back in contact wif gal-frens (improve f/s)
'better&better r/s wif baby (iiloveyou^^)

tats all for now ...
tadatada-dum ~!

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Sunday, May 31, 2009
baby go iin camp today lerhhs.
damn she bu de derhhs.
actually wana cry derhhs .
but this few weeks cried too much n make baby worried lerhhs.
so today cant cry.

smiling n laughing n playing away wif baby.
den baby very idiot luhhs.
ask me why today ii so happy nv cry derhhs.
say she wan me cry . crazy de luhhs she =.=''

anyway today ii can hold back my tears .
a job well done *CLAPSCLAPS*
5days later den can see baby luhhs.
you will seeing me everyday say miss her .
haha lolx.

ii really miss my baby ;x
wo ai ni ...

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Thursday, May 28, 2009
Some Piix ii've Edit Ytd ^^


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taggs repliies ~!

Belle - yoyo darling ^^

Mr Haha - thnx so much for ur concern *SMILES*

Geo - haha. LINKED ~

HuiMin - yoyo !!! ^^

Jane - ii miiss ue too gal. Do Meet up soon ohhs *MISSES*

Twinniie - haha. whr got tian mi ohs . she oso not by my side . tian mi by myself only. lolx
haha . anw . how ya ohhs ^^ must tc ohhs

Liting - Yuppx. meet up real real soon yea ^^

Xue - haha. its ok. & thnx for ur compli ^^ ohhs ... LINKED ~

Valynn - ii MISS you so so much baby. few more hrs to go ohhs . *KISSES*

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WEEK 2 DAY 8
baby coming home today ^^

today wake up bodyache.
lucky din go sch.
but ii cant study !!!
mayb rest a while more den go study le.
now damn hungry de.
nth to eat at hm.
den ii cant go out.
once ii move ii can feel de pain.
hao tong ahhs . haiishhx.
ii hate PRCS !!! idiot DR ONG .
whye hav NAFA test right b4 Olevel exams derhhs.
idiot luhhs . make me so tired n so pain . how to study siia.
ARGH~!

anw.
baby coming home later.
she sure can make my day better de.
i count on baby le ohhs ^^
cant wait to see baby ^^
MUACKX ~!

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my DIY top. A dress to a top ^^



Ad for Yeo's Green Tea ^^



*SLURPSLURP*

















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WEEK 2 DAY 7
these few days no update cos no mood to.

day 4.
quarrelled wif baby.
all's well now.

day 5.
4gotten wat happen.
haha lolx.

day 6.
baby able to book out awhile to get some clothes.
meet her for an hr plus only.
miiss her so much ;x

day 7.
today NAFA test.

Sit&Reach : 37cm
Pull up (hate most) : 6 pulls.
Shuttle Run ( fav ) : 10.81 sec
Standing board jump : 162cm
Sit up : 33 times

think cant get gold.
sadded. n de sit up got side effect.
make my stomach pain now.
siians .. anw tmr can rest.

not goiin sch tmr.
dun wana get my disgrace report
n to skip de Use Your Hands Campian.
iim not goin to waste my time to do de campian lehhs.
rather use de time to do my chinese.
1st June Olevel Chi exam lerhhs.
hav to do alot of practice .
really hope ii can make it .

tmr night can see baby lerhhs.
so happy . really not use to not having baby arnd ohhs.
hmm.

iloveyou.

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Friday, May 22, 2009
DAY 3
baby booking out in a few hrs time^^
*期待着*

today sch quite slack.
first period free.
den eng n maths lessons pass quite fast.
just tat was feeling very hungry cant wait for recess.
so yink tt time pass quite slow.
haha.

after recess got 2 free period.
was trying my best to slp bt cant.
1st. too hot.
2nd. too cold.

today no self-study period.
tink bcos exm over so no self-study bahhs.
so end sch at 12.30pm^^
so happy. hahas.

rch home dun feel too well.
eat med den fall asleep lerhhs.
tiink bcos of ytd running bahhs.
stamina good oso no use.
body so weak.
haiishx.

just receive a msg frm baby.
baby mayb late for few hrs.
saded.





ii really miss ue alot.

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Thursday, May 21, 2009
DAY 2
baby not by my side for 2days ler ;x

ii miiss my baby so much.
today P.E got 2.4km run.
im got de 2nd place among de gals.
so happy ^^
surprised tat i still hav de stamina ohhs ((:
bt ii run until my lungs gonna burst out lidat.
hao xinku ohhs.
den walk to bus stop damn slow de.
n my bag feels 2x heavier den b4.

finally rch home.
watch tv den play game.
was on de phone wif baby.
baby sound quite happy in thr.
im glad. relieved.
but ii guess its very tiring in thr too.
cant make baby more tired by making her worry
or 烦 baby.

duno why hear baby de voice ii will feel sad.
mayb miiss baby too much ler bahhs.
really miiss her badly.
baby nv leave my side for so long b4 de lorhhs ;x
somemore so far away wor.
nxt week start only can see her twice a week lerhhs.
jux think of it will make me upset n wana cry.
gonna get use to it.
ii must . if not only will make baby worry de.
haiishhx.
ii really love her ;x



baby.
ii will wait for ue de.
ii really will.
ii wun break my promise agn lerhhs .
ii love ue.

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
DAY 1
today baby start her 6mth police acadamy camp lerhhs.

although she still can come back on weekends laas.
bt things are not de same wif out her arnd.
in her camp she cant charge her phone.
one batt how to last for 5days ohhs.
hao xiiang nii ohhs ;x

suddenly feel so lonely.
hao ji mo.

but ii sure ii can overcoe it de.
for my baby , im gonna overcome anything,
n iim gonna study hard n get good results.
but ii only can try my very best.
ii dun hav much confidence but wif determination ii can do it de.
Kyo must jiiayou ohhs!!!





ii love ue.

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
FRI - Sun Went to JB wif baby tgt wif cat&her bf , ken.

de start of de journey is not too well.
actaully is quite ok de . den me n baby quarrel. again.
den de idiot cat forgot bring her passport.
she need got back home to take =.=''
suppose to take a 2pm train den end up taking de 6plus de.
waiting at bedok lib for her for 2hr lidat . haiishhx.

rch train station slack arnd while waiting for train.
when board de train we cant find seats.
in de end find some seats but very smelly.
train-sick.

we suppose to dropped off at Danga City Mall station
but as we hav no seats ler so dropp at JB station.
den we went arnd finding cheap hotels. but mostly is malays de.
we dun like. de good ones are so ex.

end up decide cab to danga mall.
n we got 'eaten' by de malay taxi driver.
if ue wan noe how they eat us , drop me a msg,
lazy type out haha.
hmm advice : try to take a chinese taxi driver cab instead.

at de mall , we ask de info counter if any hotels is nearby.
thr was one but niid arnd 20mins walk.
but de hotel is nt too bad .
if chinese hotel n de price is kinda cheap n de place is clean ^^
ask me for more info if ya wana me to intro
be glad to help ((:

after refreshing ourself at de hotel ,
we went for supper.
ii ate 2plates of nasi lemak . nice niice ^^
n de store owner is so kind n frenly too ((:
loves loves. at least out first night is a nice one ^^

after supper we went back hotel slp slp ((:
de nxt day went for breakfast in de hotel .
toasted bread n milk de . rating so so bahhs .

after breakfast wait for cat&ken prepare.
which took them 2hr++ . super long luhhs .
lucky got channel 8 to watch for entertainment ^^

den we went to city square shop shop
their things is ex luhhs.
after tat went for lunch.
den went to find another mall to shop.
baby intro 'The Store' at Da Feng.
the things were not so ex.
bought undergarments n very ex top.
de top is 96ringgit wor. U.P is 119 de den got disc ^^
love my woolly top ((:

arnd 3plus 4 cat &ken say they niid go back spore ler
as cat got tuition at 7pm
so off they go.
den me n baby 'er ren shi jie' lerhh^^
after they go off we continue walk walk awhile.
den we saw some promo for feet massage n shoulder massage.
1hr 30mins arnd 60ringgit only wor.
inside is so grand luhhs . got 2story de ohhs.
n while they massage our leg , we still can watch movie/shows ohhs^^
cool right ? n baby so clever.
baby dun wan guys to help us shoulder massage so requested for gals to help us.
so we are able to go up de 2nd story n end up having a full body massage wor !!!
haha . although quite pain . hmm ii mean very pain
but quite worthwhile de ^^

after massge we went to Da Ma market to hav dinner.
baby get to eat her chilli crab n ii just eat veggy n egg ((:
after dinner went walk walk again den ii saw comic store.
went in to buy a set of comic books.
den befriended de store owner n his gal - fren.
they are so nice n frenly luhhs.
chit chatted wif them awhile n before we go off ,
they invited us to a movie. 'Angels & Demons '
which spore haven out yet de ^^
de show is kinda of a christian show yea ?
haha but its nice .very de nice . highly recommended ^^
after movie we went for supper.
eat lok lok damn yummy de ((:
thiink iim getting fatter ler ;x

after supper de gal - fren n de store owner send us back to out hotel.
so kind sweet of her ^^
anw , rch hotel n sweet dreams . dead tired .. .. ..
but had a really fun time ^^

in de morn my baby is such a dear.
she went out in de morn while i still slpin to buy breakfast for me.
de breakfast was send to out room.
first time had breakfast in bed de.
baby iis so sweet luhhs . ii so touched .
feel so happy n xiin fu luhhs .
baby ii love ue !!! ^^

after breakfast baby went back to slp again while i watch tv.
ii watch till very engrose luhhs .
morn show oso quite nice de ^^
channel 8 de hmm...
engrose till we are late for de check out time.
hahahhaha ((:

after tat we take our heavy luggage n took a cab to holiday plaza
to buy de things tat we hv yet to buy.
at thr ii finally bought my desired com games ^^
baby bought her wanted toy n we bought lots n lots n lots of tibits to spore too.
had mac for lunch. so cheap ohhs . of cos . we iin msia wat.
everything half price . haha .

hm after everything bought , we left only 37ringgit.
total we spent arnd 800plus ringgit ler wor.
we crazy right ? haha.
anw we cab to de train station arnd 3plus 4 bahhs.
at de station den know tat de nxt train is at 7pm =.=''
we dun hav anymore cash to go anywhr so stay at station slpp n slack .
so bored luhhs .
but got baby by my side ii anywhr also happy ^^

when finally de train come we still hav to climb over head bridge
wif our heavy luggage to de other side in order to board de train.
so tired luhhs . so in de train find a seat n went to slp nearly right away.
haha . when finally rch spore we cab to my hux rest.
n baby staying for de night too ^^
ii jus love to slp wif my baby by her side oways ((:
we willnt ever be tired of each other de.
we can everyday meet 24/7 n not sick of one another.
not now not ever. right baby ?
haha . muackx . ii love ue baby. truly.




Happy Holiday ~ ^^

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
monday 11.05.09 is my happiiest day iin year 2009.
me n my baby's 6th Mth Anniiversary^^

baby stayed ovr de day b4.
so on our 6th mnth when we wake up can see each other^^
den go out at 12nn lidat.

when rch tamp 1, baby ask me waiit for her at a place.
when she return, she gave me a bunch of 6 rose + 6 mini EEYORE!!!
tat iis so SWEET of baby isnt it ?
at 1st tot it was just a normal bunch of flowers
but it is a really lovely surprise when ii saw my fav eeyores.
thnx my darling baby . ya de sweetest ^^
hmm den we went to watch ' The Ramen Girl' .
damn niice derhhs.
after show we go eat ramen !!! haha ^^
suppose to eat steak today derhhs ,
iin de end end up eatiing ramen bcos of de show.
haha funny . but still enjoy iit alot alot ((:

den we on our way to marina square.
on de way kiinda hav a quarrel.
bcos of someone. ( sry. bt ii cant help it )
as we are still early for 'my surprise' ,
we went to eat swensen for ice cream !!!
yumyum yummy !!!
haha n guess wat ?
at swensen ii suddenly know wat my surprise is lerhhs.
ii diin really go thiink wat is it .
it jux pop out of my head. haha .
iin de end baby got no choice but to admit tat
we are going to SINGAPORE FLYER !!!

ii cant believe tat my baby actually went to book online
for de tickets . baby is so awesome is she not ? haha .
n we rch thr an hr earlier for our appointed time
so we walk arnd n saw fish spa !!!
thr's a promo for fish spa n leg massage
n since we nth to do baby treat me for de promo.
haha !!! de fish spa iis very fun luhs.
veryy tickle-ly n vibrate-ly. haha.
at first ii dun dare put iin my leg den baby wana force my leg in.
den iin de end iis baby kiip dun dare put iin her leg
when my leg ordy iin for 5mins. haha !!! funny luhhs.

after de fish spa n massage thingy we went for de ride ((:
n we hav de whole bunk to ourself luhhs.
damn cool derhhs ^^
took alot of piicxpiicx n de viiew iis so lovely !!!
n when we rch de peak of de flyer,
ii got another surprise !!!
baby got out our couple ring !!!
awww ... ii reall cant describle my happiiness luhhs.
tiis iis de fiirst tiime ii gotten so many lovely surprises
n iim really really touched.

thnx baby. really thnx much for everytiing.
iim truly sry for de past tat ii had hurt ue
n ii now fiinally noe wat ii wan iis YOU.
ii love ue baby.

after de ride we shuttle bus back to city hall den mrt back tamp.
buy our supper frm pasamalam den bus home.
meet audrey to study chem awhile.
but iim too tiired to get anyting iin my head so went back home slpp.
*yawn* ...

nxt day wake up for exam.
cook breakfast for baby ((:
den baby peii me go bus stop waiit for bus ((:
baby will be at my hux waiit for me come home ^^
feel so xiin fu now ^^
baby baby ii love ue !!!

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Saturday, May 2, 2009


still cudnt slp.
someone pls help?
guess ya slpin soundly ler bahs.
really got the urge to msg you.
but i have to restain myself.
its hard.
but i will try my very best.
i really miss you.
but....







ily

oways

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went for a walk just now.

saw smth i shld.

den ii went bang bang.

now tinking back.

feeling so silly.

so crazy.

after my craziness.

think thru alot of things.

realise my fault.

n happy to say.

im enlighten today,

but wif some 'dai jia'

cos got biig bumbum ;x

haha.

after my walk.

wif out knowing,

when ii heard cars passes.

ii kiip goin to de window,

wif hope tat ya be back.

but oways went back to my bed wif disapointment.

guess everything is gone tis time.

n iim about to start anew ^^

wishing upon the stars.

whr's my guardian star.

are you leaving me too?

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Thursday, April 30, 2009

today eng&mt paper 1.
afternoon is science practical.
burn hand twice.
exams will be a big flop for her.
after exams, which end arnd 5.30pm,
she went to ws.
bought dinner for her bro n check out her schedule.
tmr working at ws superdog 5pm to 8pm.
wahhahaha . 3hrs ^^
well lets see my schedule for this week.
1st may - studio photoshoot 10am-4pm
- superdog 5pm-8pm
2nd may - sundress photoshoot 9am - 12nn
- superdog 2pm - 6pm
3rd may - fashion photoshoot - 9am - 12nn
- superdog (forget timing le >.< )
ii tiink ii will be dead by then.
ii niidd my SUNSHINE to giiv me energy ;x
imy

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

today thunder storm storm !!! ROAR !!! BOOM BOOM !!!
so loud luhs de storm.
make me jump only.
scary man ;x

sch alrights today.
but today just found out tat this thursday exam !!!
ii was like WTF !!!
everyone all receive de timetable for de exam except me.
iim de only one who duno got exam !
WTH ~!
no time for me to prepare luhhs .
sadded man.

have to chiong lerhhs ~!
den after sch de rain jux nice stop le.
den at home ii 'raiin' .. (someone will noe wat i mean)
and ii swear tis will be de last time ii 'rain'
no more rainy days for me ((:
only SUNSHINE ^^


today.
i shall.
& i will.
change

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Monday, April 27, 2009



























kyo is shattered.
everyday keep waking up so early really drain her energy away.
sat went to jap garden hav shoot.
kiip jumping arnd n bein playful.
mayb just abit too playful .
cos by den her energy is all gone.
went to sing k wiif ivonne belle n val.
met a photographer after tat n home sweet home.
had a serious talk wif val at night too.
de next day, had another shoot.
rched queenstown at 7.30am
imagine how early she hav to wake up.
poor thing ;x
not too happy tat day.
after shoot went clack quay to find daddy to get her pay.
had lunch thr n a photographer sent us home.
went to val place n fall asleep n slept till 8plus at nite.
it was raining heavily when we slp so we slept like a log. so cosy ^^
today , 27 april.
not too good a day nor too bad a day.
bad - sick in sch. headache back agn. kinda hard to concentrate in class. ( ate medi, feeling better. seems like god is fooling wif me. when ii wana study ii will fall sick n when ii dun wan study iim pink of health ;x )
good - went to find twiinniie today. damn long din see her. misses . accompany her work. after tat we went to ws to visit superdog new outlet. saw some old staffs thr but alot of new faces too. RM physco me work cos they not enuff ppl . mayb work 3 or 4 hrs lidat. so tink ue guys will be seeing me arnd pasir ris ler ^^ really miissed everyone ... de old days ...
shall stop here den. n go slp.
tired tired tired.


TMR WILL BE A BETTER DAY!
MR SUNSHINE XOXO.
faith? no more.







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